Poem 17 : Now I don't know you and you don't know me...
Now , in the loneliness I am in , through my process of realising and healing , I had a nightmare. Devil keeps coming into my dreams , into my sleep , hurting me and the ones I love. People I used to love changed just because I once wasn't there , they have the right , maybe , but I had circumstances I was in such time , I apologized lots of times , each time you accept my apology but never treat me like how we were. Did you think for a moment I would ever leave you on purpose , when you are to me more than a family , if you thought so then I think I might have just lost respect for you.
I woke up today
On a nightmare
Of me being slaughtered
Like a sheep in feast
Devil
He keeps following me
To no end
What to do when you can't trust
When you are afraid of getting hurt
When you hates you
When you know there is no cure for you
Why should I care
Or stop being me
When you don't care
When you are not you , i don't know you anymore
We are not who we used to be at all
I changed as you did , but yet not the same
Just because I sinned once doesn't mean am a great sinner
Doesn't mean I deserve this harsh treatment , I thought you were more forgiving
Now I don't know you and you don't know me
