prison talk

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Tiara: once I made sure  sure I was secure I jumped in my bed and watched some TV until I fell asleep.  I was sleeping so good until my door bell started ringing I looked at the clock and it read 10pm who in the flying fuck was ringing my damn door bell At 10at!a night  I asked who was it and no one said anything. I asked again and nothing I started getting scared so I grabbed my bat and went to the door. I looked through the peek hole but no one was there. I opened the door to find a box sitting on the porch. I grabbed the box and hurried to lock my door back I sat down sfaringnar the box trying to figure it what this was. I was scared as hell to open this box I looked on the box and it didn’t say anything my hands started sweating and I was turning red. I finally got the courage to open the box. I opened the box and there laid my fucking cameras I laughed at myself I forgot I fucking order these bitches  I said out loud. I went through the box and seen all my stuff. I ordered this shit the first time I caught zayne cheating and they was on back order for so long I forgot about them. I wiped my now wet hand on my pajamas and went back into my room to go to bed. Just then I heard another ding at my door I ran out my room thinking damn they must have forgot something. I opened my door and another box was there. I snatched the box up and put it on the counter and ripped it open without thinking this time,   Once it was open I seen some pictures of a girl wearing some red lace thongs. It looked like the same girl in all the pictures but yet she still didn’t show her face in any pictures  and there was another letter
*letter*
He bought me these valentines day I left them at your house the night I spent the night and you was out of town have you seen them?
I threw the letter down and went to the bathroom and started throwing up. I couldn’t believe this shit I took off my pajamas and took those same panties off I’ve been wearing these panties and carry on.  Zayne said he bought these for me I broke down crying why did I have to deal with this I was a good girl I was a good person I didn't deserve this I really didn't. We get 2 visits a week and I usually break them up but I was going up there to let him know I was done with him this was the last straw I just couldn't do this anymore not with him not with anyone. I jumped in the shower and scrubbed my body down I felt dirty I couldn’t believe I have been wearing someone else thongs!! After my 20 minute shower I watched some TV and fell back asleep  I woke up to the sun beaming down on my face I jumped up and threw on a jogging outfit and headed down to see zayn. It was early so there wasn’t a line. I got passed check ins fast once j made it up zayn was already sitting waiting for me . I sat down unfazed
Zayne: damn baby you was just up here you missed me so much you couldn’t wait
Tiara: no I came to tell you I was done.
Tiara: I broke down crying I couldn’t hold it in. I told him how I felt I told him about the pictures and everything I wasn't  safe and I felt nasty and dirty and I couldn’t do this anymore i just couldn’t my sadness turned into anger and I started yelling
Tiara:  why the fuck would you tell me you brought me some underwear a bitch been wearing why  you couldn’t be real. You got me running around here wearing other bitches panties you trifling ass nigga. My pussy basically touching their pussy you dirty ass fuck just as I was about to finish zayn said in a low grawl to lower my fucking voice and sit down. I didn’t  even realize I wasn’t sitting. I sat down and let him explain his self
Zayne: you came in here all heated over nothing those things I you found bitch I did buy them now I’m not sure who playing games with you but it ain’t me. I would never do you like that. Yeah I cheat but that’s all I invited my best friend to go shopping with me to buy those for you and she invited her friend to go as well. So maybe it's her friend playing tricks on you or something I ain’t  go lie I did fuck her friend but I also told that bitch it was a one night stand. We fucked  at her house though so she probably went back and bought the same pair again and she probably just fucking with you thinking of you leave me she next in line. But baby I swear those yours I bought them for you. I was trying to hide them so I can have time to buy a sexy box and bra to match but you found them so I just gave them to you. I had a whole set up for you baby . These hoes playing with your mind and you letting them. She stocking you cause she wants your place but your place is secured baby I promise these hoes cant compete where they don’t compare baby. I got 2 more month and some days baby just wait you go see its gonna be all about you I promise baby I promise. I love you baby I’m almost home.
Tiara: I sat there confused maybe it was all games to them, maybe they did want my spot. I told him ok and told him I loved him too but I needed some time to think he told me don’t take to much time but he understood. We kissed through the glass and I left. I was prepared to see a letter on my car but I didn’t. I jumped in and drove to work. Today was normal and it went fast. I jumped in my car to  go home. I was starting to get depressed annoyed and fed up. I went home locked my doors and went to my room. I watch twilight all night as I cried I really loved zayn but I was done with all this toxic shit I was indeed fed up with it. If he wasn’t serious about stopping this bull shit I was leaving him on his first fuck up.