Neighbors? {Under editing}

I'm gay

So this is in both of their P.O.V. Without further ado let's find out about Connor!

I sniffled, I really didn't want to tell Kendall about Connor but I will because damn it I need someone to be by me in my life. "Connor was the exact opposite of me" I started clearing my throat and continuing when Kendall nodded for me to continue. "He was a junior in college and I was a junior in high school, he was captain of the football team I was the king of the nerds..." I stumbled before finally saying "he was a rapist and I wasn't" Kendall gasped but I continued not knowing of I'd ever have enough courage again. "He was abusive and I couldn't hurt a fly"

Again Kendall gasped and hugged me; I turned and let the tears flow for the first time since Connor was arrested. I bawled into his chest for a good 15 minutes before calming down slightly. "How long?" I heard a shy voice ask. "How long what?" I asked genuinely confused, "how long were you abused?" He asked even quieter then the former question. "Eight months" I muttered softly "you poor thing" I heard him mumble as he stroked my hair. After a little bit of silence I started to feel him shaking "are you okay?" When he didn't look at me I knew something was wrong maybe he hates me now. "Kendall look at me" I did not expect what I saw Kendall knight was crying literally bawling his eyes out. "Why are you crying" I asked completely baffled he sniffled before saying "I just can't believe someone did that to you...you're just so amazing" he said making me blush, I hugged him tighter well repeatedly mumbling thank your into his chest.

"Kendall" I mumbled before pulling away from his, he hummed in response urging me to continue. "Please don't tell anyone" I practically whispered "I won't I promise" he mumbled into my hair before kissing it, making me blush. "Let's go to my house" he said after 10 minutes of sniffing and silence, I nodded reluctant to leave his hold wondering if I'll ever be that close to him again. He stood up and started walking once we were in the living room walking side by side he threw his arm around my shoulders. It made me smile and lean in a little closer as we walked across the street, he looked down at me smiling when he realized I was smiling.

I noticed that he seemed like... he was debating with himself. He furrowed his brows and bit his lip well we were walking to his house and honestly he looked adorable. I know I shouldn't be thinking this about the boy next door but there is something about him that feels; I pause trying to find the right word, safe. I really need safe in my life...

Kendall's P.O.V:

I can't believe everything Logan's been through, he's so strong I wish I could have protected from that Connor asshole. My poor baby.... Damn it I did it again he isn't mine, I bet he's not even gay I mean how could you be attracted to a guy after getting raped and abused by one. I really do think I'm in love with him I mean how could you not be he's so strong and sweet, not to mention very easy on the eyes. "Are you gonna unlock the door?" I heard him say, only then did I realize we were just standing in front of my door. "Ugh yeah sorry" I fumble awkwardly with the keys before finding the right one and unlocking the door for us. We walked in and turned on the TV but I couldn't focus all I could think about was what Logan told me. Why did he tell me? Do I really matter that much to him? Should I tell him something back? Ugh I can't think clearly! I exclaim in my head, okay I really need to stop talking to myself. You know what I'm the only one who understands so fuck it! Okay me think, should I tell him about my love...for him? Definitely not! How about my dad... not many people know the story behind him hmm that's a good one! I give myself a mental high five.

"Logan? Can in tell you something not a lot of people know about me?" I manage to say obviously confusing Logan with my sudden confession. "Please promise you won't tell anyone?" I hold out my pinky making him chuckle before he grabs it with his uttering a quick "I swear" l my gulps then start stuttering before saying something I never in a million years would come out of my mouth. This is not what I planned on telling him brain!

"I-I'm.... G-G-Gay"

AN: Hi guys! I'm so sorry for the last two chapters being so short I hope you like that he finally told Logan one of his many secrets. I was wondering do you guys want to know what happen to his dad or nah? As always thanks for everything, please review and answer is ya want to know! Much love- Sky XX