ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪᴀʀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʙʀᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴜꜱ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ | Complete

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~ Y/N Pov ~

My head had inside a beatiful and amazing voice. It seemed like someone was singing for me. I knew that voice, so sweet and angelic. It was jungkook, i was sure of it. I wanted to open my eyes but they were so heavy. Why did i can't open it? I felt a gently touch on my hand, the feeling of warm was melting me. The delicate touch on my hand was so subtle like a feather. I was loving that sensation. I knew it was jungkook, i knew it was him but why i couldn't answer him. I couldn't move or even talk. My eyes didn't open. I felt so tired like i didn't sleep for ages. I was running and suddenly i heard his voice saying that he loved me and i was better without him. I couldn't believe in such things. I tried to find him and tell him that i loved him but i kept running until i couldn't anymore. What was going on? I screamed for his name but i couldn't hear his voice anymore. Where was he? I shouted his name one more time.

Y/N: jungkook.... - suddenly i woke up. I was screaming his name. My chest was going up and down - it was just a nightmare - i mumbled to myself.

I looked around and i was in the hospital. I was wearing the clothes from hospital and was alone. I felt really dizzy and my head hurted alot. When i moved my neck, i felt a huge pain on my right side. Imeadiately i placed my hand on my neck and felt something strange. I had something around it. While i traced it with my fingers the events of last time came to my mind. Tears streamed down my face like a river. I still remember when jungkook puched me away. Did he know what he did? I asked myself while i sat on a chair next to the window. I brought my knees to my chest and grabbed my legs. My mind was full with so many questions and remembering everything from yesterday, it was hurting me more. I was alone and i didn't have anyone with me. My thoughts were cutt off when someone knocked on my door and entered.

Yoongi: how are you? - he asked me with a low voice - how do you feel?

Y/N: i am okay, just a little hurt - i told him without looking at him. He didn't say a word or moved - where is jungkook? - i faced him and he had a sad expression.

Yoongi: y/n... - i cutted him off.

Y/N: where is he? - i asked him with a serious voice and he widened his eyes at me.

Yoongi:  he locked himself in his bedroom - he sighed - he blamed himself for what happened to you - he whispered and came close to me.

Y/N: yoongs it's not his fault - i looked down and started to cry - i was at the wrong place. I shouldn't have try to stop him - i teared my eyes out grabbing yoongi hard. He held me tight and stroke my back. I was sobbing really hard and couldn't stop - ask him to come here - i managed to say - please yoongs, i need to tell him that isn't his fault - i grabbed his shirt tight - he needs to know before he leave me, please... - I started to hit his chest - he can't let me go...

Yoongi: shhhh... calm down - his voice was gently and sweet - i will, now take some rest... - moments later i felt asleep in his arms.

I had to stay in the hospital for a few days because the doctor said i needed to be in observation. My wound could infect and he didn't want that. If the pain was already bad, i couldn't imagine how painfull it would be if infected. All the boys came to visit you everyday but jungkook never did. Every single day when you woke up, you were hoping that jungkook opened that door and would told you that he loved you. You asked to the boys several times for jungkook but they somehow avoided the question with some stupid joke or with another subject. Everyday you missed him more than you should. Your heart was being crush slowly everytime he didn't show up. His absent was hurting you alot and you couldn't even blame him for what happened. You wanted to talk with him. If for you it hurted, you couldn't even think what he was feeling. You always checked your phone hoping for a call or a text from him but again, nothing. It hurted you. You already knew that he left you and the dream you had was coming true.