Won't Act My Age (Niall Horan)

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This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do in my life. Never did I think I would be here, in Greg and Denise's house, moving Theo's stuff out. My parents gold me they'd sort everything else and to just focus on Theo. Theo misses them, he always asks about his mummy. I don't know what to tell him, so I tell him they went on vacation. He cries a little after that but then falls asleep with me in my bed right when he is done crying. He usually lays on top of me with his head on my chest. I hate seeing him basically cry himself to sleep. While I move his things to my house he is at my parents house so he doesn't freak out over his stuff.

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Once we had everything put into my house the movers left and left me by myself to unpack. I had taken a picture of Theo's room so I could set this one up the same to make him feel at home.

I hear the front door open and little feet running across the floor, I guess Theo's home. "Niall?" I hear my mom say. I look over to the door where Theo just appeared, "he in here! He in here!" He yelled as he ran over to me. "Hey buddy." I picked him up and he started poking my cheeks. "You not smile? You not happy?"  I wish I could smile, but I can't. I can't even fake it. I miss Greg like crazy. I didn't realize I started crying until Theo did too while he was rubbing my cheeks. I held him to me and put his head into my chest, "it's Okay buddy, we'll be Okay. Don't cry anymore,Okay?  I won't either." He looked up at me and said Okay while he hiccupped, God he was adorable. I didn't notice my mum was in here until I heard her sniffling by the door. I walked over to her and hugged her, "we'll be Okay, I promise. I gotta make him some food, I'll come over later." She nods and sniffles some more, "I know you're a big boy Niall, but you're my baby and I want to help you, Call me when you can Okay?" I nodded and kiss her on the cheek, "Okay." She left and I went into the kitchen to heat up some pizza for Theo and I.

After a very stressful meal of Theo getting pizza and applesauce all over himself and a bath afterwards, he is finally tired. I went to put him in his room but he started crying. I guess one more night in my bed wouldn't hurt anyone. So, here I am cuddled up with my little buddy while he is fast asleep. I wish I could sleep like he does.