CHAPTER 6

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WEDNESDAYI hear shuffling and slowly open my eyes not wanting to get up

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WEDNESDAY
I hear shuffling and slowly open my eyes not wanting to get up. It's Bella, she's up. "Hi." I say in a tired voice. "Oh! Hey" she fakes smiles. "I'm sorry if I woke you up but I really have to get home or my parents will kill me." She gives a fake chuckle, she's obviously still upset. I'm surprised she remembers what happened. She was pretty drunk.

"You want me to walk you out?" I say not wanting to be rude. "Oh no, cmon it's like 7am go back to bed." I yawn and nod, falling back asleep.

A FEW HOURS LATER
I wake up with the worst headache. Ow, fuck. I sit up and she left me a water bottle and adderall. I take it and get up. Fuck this hurts right now. I go and take a shower because to be honest I feel disgusting from yesterday. And I just started my period, well fucking great. Just to add to my hangover.

I don't even wanna move today but I promised to meet Charlotte. Or Charli as I used to call her. Don't know if it's kinda weird to call her that now. It's about 12 now so I don't have to get ready just yet. I feel a bit better after my shower to be honest.

I go downstairs and to my surprise there's my mother. "Oh hey." I say giving her a surprised and walk over to the fridge.

"What?" She asks. "What do you mean what? I just said hi." "Well you gave me a weird look." "Nothing... just surprised you're here that's all."

"Why would I not be here?" She says looking a little offended. "Well you're never here." She puts her hand on my back. "Sorry." She says. "Right. I chuckle and grab ingredients for a sandwich out of the fridge.

She does this all the time, she acts all nice and all and then disappears for days or weeks with no calls or anything. My dads even worse. I barely ever see him, he doesn't even want to see me. It hurts knowing my parents don't even make an effort to see me at least a few times a week.

"So how are you?" "... I am okay." I say making my sandwich. I feel like crying, i guess it's my period or something but I'm just mad at her right now.

"Did you meet Isabella? Or Charlotte? Whenever I come in you haven't been here so what are you up to?" She smiles at me. "Well yes, I met Bella. I'm meeting Charlotte today actually. And I've just been with Bella and her friends."

"Doing what?" I look at her. "What do you mean? Just hanging out. What else." I put the sandwich on a plate and start making myself coffee. "So I'm leaving New York for a bit but not long now okay?" "Why?" "Just some things came up. So uh... you wanna come with me?"

She's actually asking me to come? "To where?" "Just Seattle, I have to meet your aunt and I would like for you meet her." "Sorry but I can't, Justin is coming on Friday." "He is? Since when?" "I don't know, he's only staying for two days anyways and then he's off to Australia." I say as I sit down and eat.

"Oh well that's too bad, it's great you get to see him though." She says while putting away some cups or something.

"Yep." "I'll see you later yea?" She says smiling. "Right." She sighs and leaves the kitchen. I know I'm extremely cold towards her but I can't help it, she's hurt me too many times.

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