Where I Want To Be

Chapter 20 Standing & Mourn

Mya in MM )

•Renée P.O.V •

When I Got That Call a Month Ago , It Felt Like My Own Flesh and Blood had been Tooken from me without a chance to say goodbye . I Never Got a Chance To Say Goodbye . She was my Best friend and A Sister To Me , I Can't Believe this had to happen to her .

After The Shooting I Got Temporary Custody Of Shaudé , Kortez and KorTrey . I Technically was there Aunt . No One Had Heard From JayTrell , We Couldn't Get In Contact With Him For Nothing . Karrnell Had Been Off His Bat since the shooting

, He's Not The Same He Couldn't Stand Too See Koreey In That Condition . Even Though Mya Called The Ambulance It was a Little to Late for her , Her Heart Stopped Beating after 5 Minutes Of Laying On The Ground In Her Own Blood .

Cash Was Going Crazy , He Missed Her and Koreey and Looking at the kids each day was a reminder of her situation . Her Parents Took a Vacation To Belize , Which His where they're family house is And where they greew for 3 years of her life .

I Bathed the kids and Dressed Them In Their Lounge Clothes and put them in the car . Once I Buckled Myself In I Took Off To MLK Hospital .

Once I Made It We Got on the elevator and made our way to the 6th floor . once we got there I opened the door to see  Nurse Karla Giving Koreey a Sponge Bath .  She didn't Look Bad But She Was Missing Her Glow That she always had .

I Had Took Her Weave out and Kept her long Hair In A Wrap Pontail .

"I'm Glad Your Here Ms .Renee " Her Doctor said

" Her Vitals are Progressing , Yesterday She showed signs of Her Hearing Us Talking She squeezed Her Brothers hand . but we still don't know when shes going to wake up . She Lost So Much Blood and We Had To Revive Her 3 Times and Put Her On A Breathing Machine . We Believe That If You Talk To Her She'll have a greater chance of waking up Sooner "

She's been in her comatose state for 2 Months Now . I Watched as Kortrey touched On his Momma Face and Arms Then Climbed On Her bed and layed  on her chest . Shaudé and Kortez Was In Their Carrier Sleeping . 

" And If I Were The Jackson Family I'd Start Saying My Goodbyes Now . At The Rate Her Vitals are Moving I don't think It'll Be Healthy For Your Family to keep her here over 4 Months . She's Already Been Here Two Months and Her Vitals are Barely Moving Forward . " He Said and Patted My Shoulder and Walked out .