𝑯𝒆 𝑺𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝑴𝒆 | 𝑶𝒏𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈

｡･:*:･ﾟ★Old Memories｡･:*:･ﾟ★

✿彡 𝑬𝒍𝒐𝒊𝒔'𝒔 𝑷𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝑶𝒇 𝑽𝒊𝒆𝒘 彡✿

My heart was beating fast, while he was looking at my lips and up again to meet my eyes.

He was leaning towards me-

Suddenly memories were rushed into my head. Kyle.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾𝑬𝒍𝒐𝒊𝒔𝒆'𝒔 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ 1 year ago☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Me and Sohpie were sitting outside of the school, on the warm brick steps. 

''Soo, do you like Kyle?'' Sophie asked ecxited.

I blushed, I really do like him.. His really funny.. and very handsome.

''Maybe..'' I said smiling at her, we were laughing.

We heard the door open behind us, It was Kyle.

My heart was racing, his long black bangs and the ripped jeans.

''Uhm.. I'll let you two talk alone'' she blinked at me and rushed inside.

I stood up, and smiled at Kyle, and he smiled back. I really think I like him, hes so sweet.

''You look really nice today.'' He said while putting his hands in his pockets.

I smiled again, and bit my lip.

''Cant you like.. not smile with your teeth?'' he suddenly said.

''What?''

''You just have one teeth thats kind of croocked, its a bit weird. Just smile with your mouth closed, thats much prettier.'' He answered.

''Oh okay!'' I wanted to please him. I smiled again at him, now with my mouth closed.

He slowly walked towards me and laid his hand on my face, and the other grapped around my waist. And he kissed me. I blinked a couple times to get it into my head. Thats was my first kiss. I'm so glad to share it with him. I thought while pulling a strand of hair behind my ear.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾𝑬𝑵𝑫 𝒐𝒇 𝑬𝒍𝒐𝒊𝒔𝒆'𝒔 𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

It was all to much.. I wanted to kiss felix.. But what if hes the same as Kyle.. What if.

''I'm sorry..'' I said while moving my head away from Felix.

He tried to get eye contact with me, but I just coulnd't look at him.

''Oh..'' He said quietly.. It was breaking my heart to hear him so sad. But I didn't know if he would do what Kyle did. Would he slap me hard across the face if I did something wrong.

I slowly removed his hands from my thighs, and he sat me down on the ground again. 

''I'm sorry if it was too soon or somethi-'' He stopped, and sighed.

I wanted to get out of the bathroom as soon as possible.

''I'm going to go now Eloise. Have a good day.'' He said quietly.

He sighed once again, and walked out of the door.

I hate this feeling, Kyle dosen't own me. But his pressence makes me want to scream. I hate him.

★彡 𝑭𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒙'𝒔 𝑷𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝑶𝒇 𝑽𝒊𝒆𝒘 彡★

I walked out of the door to the school, I don't care if the classes hasen't started yet. I just wanted to get home. I have no fucking idea what I did wrong. 

But she sounded so sad, and she wanted me to go. The last thing I wanted was to make Eloise uncomfortable. I walked over to my bike, and swong my one leg over it. And rode away. My mom is probaly going to be so mad at me.

I can imagne her voice saying - ''You punched a Kyle? what is going on with you Felix?''

The cold weather made my nose run. My ears are cold and red. My long black jacket was flowing behind me.

✿彡 𝑬𝒍𝒐𝒊𝒔'𝒔 𝑷𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝑶𝒇 𝑽𝒊𝒆𝒘 彡✿

I walked out of the bathroom, and I couldn't see Felix anywhere. 

I walked into the classroom, and sat down. People where looking weird at me, nothing new.

''Tomorrow we will be going on a little trip, just sleeping and home again. Its a little cabinet in the forest close by.'' The teacher said.

''Thats sound like some fucked up horror movie'' I heard a student say.

The teacher just laughed it off.

''Were are going to do this, because of how bad you guys are to eachother, we need some bodning together.'' She said while smiling.

Atleast it's only my class. Thats not so bad.

''And because of our small year on this school, we are all going! Its a big enough cabinet for all''

Fuck.

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