She couldn't give up on that Blue inside , because it stood by her shoulders in many Black days and White nights , that Blue stopped her from swaying side to side between the dancing words of others ,that Blue gave her much time to know who was she in that enormous crowd , and to estimate herself more , even though it was bringing wretchedness to her poor heart . By time , she became the Blue's master since that she founded a power in being sad and alone , the Blue was good enough to turn her better and to make her feel other colors simultaneously . She is no longer remorseful and the Blue is no longer harmful .
Giving up on something which was harmful for her wasn't a choice , she knew how to change the Blue into something that could calm her soul .She made that Blue inside of her less dominant .She couldn't realize what was that color spilling over her hands , but she realized that it is powerful to the limit that it could stop her teary eyes from being lost on things she was never able to handle , and it was so pleasant for her to smile in the face of things for which she cried over long times .