miracle || bangchan ff

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chris closes the book or should he say your diary that he found while taking his stuff from your house. this house has been empty for a solid month. he might've gone crazy if it weren't for this house. this house held a lot of memory of you and him. he misses you dearly. he have broken up with the girl he was with. he regretted. so much. he knew you were the one yet he had no idea why did he cheated on you. he tried hooking up with a few girls just so he could forget about you but the girls felt nothing like you. he saw his picture with you in your bedroom. the same place where he found your diary.

" where the fuck are you? don't you know how hard life is without you? "

you left, without saying anything. literally nothing. what you left was just him, the house and

memories.

he started sobbing so hard seeing all the photos in your room. touching your face in every single photos imagining you're actually there.

" please comeback. please please please i beg you. baby, i miss you so much please comeback. i want you back in my arms. i miss you so much. i swear life has been so fucking hard without you and i just don't know what to do without you "

he kept sobbing and started punching random stuff and a paper fell from the closet. he picked it up.

reading it. it was a phone number. he got curious and dialed the number.

" hello? " eyes wide opened.

" y-y/n? "

" yes, that's me? who could this be? "

" it's. it's me, c-chris "

" oh.. well, hi "

" hi? a fucking hi? y/n. where did you go? do you know how much i miss you? where the fuck are you? "

" as much as i want to tell you where i am. i know i shouldn't because yea. im trying to move on. yk, move on from you. i guess if the– "

" no y/n please. please listen to me. please. just, this once. "

silence

" speak "

" i know what i did was wrong. i know it very well. but, i just. i got bored of you. and i made a decision that i have regretted. so much. those other girls. they didn't have the spark that i experienced when i was with you. baby, i miss you so much. i know what i did was super wrong. you probably wouldn't  forgive me. but, please. give me just. one more chance. i'll prove that i am worthy of your love. please. i miss every single thing about you. i need you. please.. "

" i know i'm asking for too much than what i deserve. but, please. just once. if after that one chance. i do it again. do anything you want. leave me, hurt me, anything. im just asking for a last chance. please "

" you know, for chris bang. you're talking too much don't you think? tomorrow. 7pm. don't be late "

i smiled " i'm going to win you all over again. you are my miracle,
y/n. forever "