Fool No more

The Beginning

I can feel the air hugging me

The sun that makes me feel warm

The clouds that are beautiful to look at at

The smell of.......

"Oh what's that smell ?" I said and I'm seriously acting like a dog

"Its Pizza time baby . Come here down "

"C'ming mom" I knew it . My faaav!

So everyone , I am Dianna Wyll . I'm 21 years old , and currently living at London (Yes you heard it right) I'm modeling for a part time and Schooling in law for days . And that's my mom by the way , calling me to get down to grab some of my favorite pizza , she's a Filipina.

So , I sit down and try to make some sensable conversation with my mom.

I really like to talk to her about going back to the Philippines but she seems hate it.

"Mom?"

"Yeah?" Dian said while arranging the foods she just bought .

"Uhmm. You know , I was planning having a vacation at the Philippines "

She stops and look at me like Im a thief

I stop biting my pizza which I'm holding and grab the hot sauce to break the eye to eye contact with her . Its kinda awkward ya know

"If you don't want to come then you can stay . I just miss my friends and former classmates "

She tries to talk but I interrupted it before she disagrees

"Don't worry about the expenses that I may able to spend in the Philippines , I have saved some from my work "

"But your stu--"

"Mom , schools have breaks " I stand and go near to her and hug her back

"I forgot something to buy" She pull off my hands and walk out

Honestly , I hate talking back to my mom and disobeying her .

The real reason why I'm visiting Philippines alone is that I want to find myself . I wanna set myself free . I wanna try to live without asking somebodys help cause hello ? I'm 21 but Im still living with my mom and never been into a real relationship .

I can build my own home here at London but my mom won't let me . And she keeps saying "Whats the purpose of me being your mom "

I know she'll never understand me. But I have to understand her.

I left a note

" Mom , I'm going to work . I made you a lazagna . Check it "

I'm going to FSN studio . Currently the best photoshoot studio where models do their shoots and also for the celebrities but most particularly singers . I'm wearing shorts with some floral shoes and a Pink Big shirt , I used to wear this everytime I feel lazy .

So I'm here at FSN studio .

Why is it there are so many teenagers shouting here outside . What's happening ?

I tapped a guy in the front after I paid my fair .

"Hey ? What's happening ? "

"One directiooooon !! "

I can't hear it clearly because of the girls shouting like they've seen superman

"What ? "

"The Oooooneee Direeectioon " He said near to my ear. Hello ? I'm not deaf .