I'm sorry

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I'm sorry to my family. To every time I cried in front of you. To every time I made you worry. To every time I hid things from you. I'm sorry I'm not strong, I'm sorry that I mess up, I'm sorry for everything I did wrong. I'm sorry


 I'm sorry to my friends. To every time I said I was fine when I wasn't. To every time I couldn't reach out, for every time I couldn't understand. I'm sorry that you had to deal with such a Shizzy friend. I'm sorry that I'm overprotective. I'm sorry that I'm not good enough, that I made so many people worry. I'm sorry 



I'm sorry to my ex. That I couldn't explain how I felt, or how many problems I had when we were dating. I'm sorry that I ended it without giving you a full answer. I'm sorry if I hurt you, I just couldn't say what I needed to in time.Im sorry


I'm sorry to myself, that I beat you up, abuse you, make you scarred and too scared to trust. I'm sorry that I hate you, I'm sorry I'm so sorry.

To everyone I'm so sorry I couldn't say this in real life, because I'm such a coward. I'm sorry for living, and for existing.Im sorry 


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