Listen to my Words

PART 2 :The Drive Home

I was just just stupid to let him...

Still Y/n POV

A small snicker left my mouth as he asked my address. His eyes are stuck to me like glue. I noticed his cringe-worthy stare and immediately stated my address to relieve the tension.

" It wouldn't have taken much time if I had walked," I told him. He shifts his focus back to the road and continued the drive. It was awkwardly silent throughout the drive so I turned on the radio to fill the silence.

"So.. Uhm.. Y/n? Isn't it?" he asked. I nodded. He smiled at himself and asked,

"Can I have your number?" I was taken aback by his question. I asked him why and he told me that he's lonely so an online friend wouldn't hurt. I hesitated to give him my number but I gave him anyways. Well he's an idol afterall.. But on second thought..

" Hey, you're not lonely, you have your bandmates, BTS," he scoffed at my statement.

"Hey, BTS are my brothers but they are busy too. So if they are busy and I am not, I could talk to you, so I won't feel so lonely while they're busy.." He said. Finally I understood.

We continued the drive with no other conversation. When I was at the front of my apartment, I thanked him for his hospitality.

" Thanks, Namjoon, "

" You welcome Y/N, " we stared at each other for quite some time until I excused myself to not carry this further. I walked into my apartment and dropped everything on my couch.

" It's strange.. An idol like him shouldn't really act like this.. Nevermind, Y/N, you will meet him again soon for the big comeback,"

Namjoon POV

I saw her walk into her apartment and once she disappeared from my sight, I was reminded of how I left Surin. And at that, all my bitter-sweet memories with her flashed by before my eyes.

Without noticing, tears fell from my eyes, wetting my clothing that has already been stained from my previous tears.

But then, Y/N's image flashed by. And all the memories I had with Surin, felt like it has been done with Y/N instead.

Namjoon... What are you thinking?? Your heart was promised to be with Surin.. But....is it wrong to break it??

My feet stayed still,and there I was, wondering about Surin and her promise.

I think I should.. Go back home...

And after that, I drove back home, which is not mine entirely.

At home

I opened the door to Taehyung's apartment.

" Ah, Hyung, you're back!!" Tae exclaimed, hugging me.

"Hyung, are you o-okay?" he stuttered, as he saw my tear-stained shirt.

"I-Im fine, Tae, I just.. Need to rest, I did something that made me sweat just now so don't worry," I lied. But I was a bad liar. Yes, Taehyung spotted it.

"But hyung, that does NOT look like sweat to me, instead it looks like tea-"

" I just need to rest.....OKAY?"I emphasised at the word okay just to show him I was fine, and I needed the time alone.. To think about my mistakes, and how did I ever exist here. The silence that filled the room was tense once I started to walk towards my room.

" Hm- uhh- the- then g-goodnight h-hyung," Taehyung stuttered out of fear, as he saw my irritated expression.

I laid my body on the soft mattress and hooked my hands behind my head. Staring at the ceiling, I slowly drifted to sleep.

Your heart is promised to be with Surin.... But is it wrong to break it??