He can't be gone

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You were currently at your dorm in one of  jonghyuns hoodies playing with Blue while music videos played on your TV. Today was your birthday and you woke up well rested with blue snuggled in you chest just made your day 100 times better.

❤Jjong❤
Happy Birthday
SunDae ima take you out get yourself and Blue ready ! Today is
Going to be amazing

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You waited on the sofa putting the collar on Blue along with the leash you heard the knock on the door specifically the one Jonghyun made for you

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You waited on the sofa putting the collar on Blue along with the leash you heard the knock on the door specifically the one Jonghyun made for you

"Let's go blue" you said opening the door

"Dae I  can't believe your 16 now..time does fly" jonghyun said opening the door.

You guys hung out at cafes walked along the streets took photos of each other

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생일 측하 해 줘 서 고마워 사랑해 ❤
#jonghyun #16
Thank you for taking me out on my birthday I love you❤
#jonghyun #16

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Shinyshinee: she's so beautiful in this picture

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You sat on your sofa blue on your lap Watchung TV when your phone lit up with a message. .. (a/n be prepared )





❤Jjong❤
Dae I'm so sorry this is gonna cause so much pain even tho that was the only thing I was protecting you from the whole time take care of blue take care of yourself always think of me when you wake up and go to sleep I'm sorry my sweet sundae it is my time to go tell me I did well . I promise I will be looking over you from the sky I will never let anything bad happen to you.
I've been fighting these monsters and I think it's time I let them win

❤I love you my lovely Dae ❤

Dae🌻
Jjong I love you too please don't do this I need you here with me

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No response

You immediately called the police telling them everything and to look for Jonghyun. They said they'll call you back if anything happens or goes wrong. You were a mess so many emotions going through you at a time.

You received a call that he was found  unconscious and was being sent to the hospital.  You didn't sleep that night you walked around with blue holding him like that was the last thing he gave you.

That was the last thing he gave you.
You got a call from Taemin his voice shakey he was on the verge of crying

"Dae....j-j-jonghyun hyung he ,he's gone" was all he managed to say before you heard him break down hearing the members comfort him

"....." you stayed silent

"Oppa..where are you" you whispered

"The Seoul hospital 5 blocks from the SM building" Onew answered

You hung up and gather your belonging and took a taxi of course you had blue with you in your bag.

When you thanked the driver and payed him Minho found you and brought you up to his room. Taemin in the corner crying with key Onew comforting the both of them. There laided Jonghyun so peaceful so still you ran up to him hugging him in that small hope that he'll wrap his arms around you that this was a dream that you'd wake up and this wasn't happening.

Nope his arms didn't wrap around you, you didn't wake up this was happening.  You pulled away

"Sing with the angels Jonghyun" was all that slipped out of your mouth before you absolutely broke down minho holding you

"Is Choi Dae here" an officer came into the room and you stood up

"Follow me" he said you looked back at everyone Onew motioning you to go

He interviewed you and you told him all about yesterday how he took you out for your birthday and he didn't show any signs of sadness. Sitting there it all made sense . The cologne bottle he gave you his hoodies shirts and sweaters the dog. His last presents to you....

The officer let you go back to the room Minho holding blue in his arms made you Crack a smile .

Soon after SM announced the news and before you new it it was his funeral you along with his sister and members you were carrying this casket to the car camera men were shocked when they saw and heard you sobbing in onews arms this was it he was gone forever.

At his funeral you places flowers not just any flowers the last flowers he gave you

"Fly high Jjong " you said

After everyone was leaving you just sat there Blue sitting next to you this was a chapter of your life you weren't prepared for at all. You checked your phone 9:47 you've been sitting here for 4 hours in silence. You got up and took blue before hugging the gravestone.

"I love you jonghyun "

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This is a note to anyone who's suffering from any mental illness please find help . If you can't tell me I will respond to you I want to be here for you I can't bare seeing you guys leave me.
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