Peachy

A first time for everything

For the past few months, my mom has been going on dates to find someone that has equal stats as her or more I feel like she just gave up on love...Amorea "Hey Cin can you help me put on these necklaces" Just in time "Mom you're going on another date what about Eric Nom he was a pretty decent man " he had the looks and the perfect stats for her. Amorea" yea but next week his business is going to go bankrupt and I rather not be affected by that you know?"At times I tend to think what is my mom's ideal type or does she have one at all "all done have fun " and there she goes no thank you nothing. I guess I'll just post on Instagram so I can get love from my followers. I feel like I'm missing something for the perfect post !I look in the mirror... SEXY RED? What should my caption be? Bored, oh I got it 

Wow Sarah perfect timing! Sarah I was just about to text her ..

sometimes Sarah can be a bit too extreme i really don't understand why she had to mention Chase. I was just about to attempt on forgetting him like he already did me.It's been at least 2 months since me and Chase broke up, Sarah thinks he only dated me for fame but i just don't want to think about our relationship at all when he's not but every time I have relationship conversations with Sarah she always brought me back to the reality of our relationship .I start scrolling through Instagram... and I  see fucking Chase with his new girlfriend I wonder If should reply to the bitch hashtag

No, I'm not I need to sound like I'm not jealous...Chase woods you get on my fucking nerves your playing along with the slut...who took this picture? fuck it when is my mom coming home it's already Saturday why is she not home yet did she sleep with the guy on the first date this is a first I need to take a break form Everything."Cindy!"Jessi? When did she get back from Italy how come no one ever texts me the day the come back to me ?"Jessi when did you get back ?" she looks at me and starts walking up to the stairs" it's been 5 years since I last saw you, Cindy, how's my little family doing?" we sit on my bed talking about my life and of course hers. " i have news I thought Amorea would be here by now, I texted her before I left the airport .. but fuck it I'm... I mean ME AND KRIS BROKE UP YAYY?"Fuck why is she looking at me like that am I crying... I look in the mirror behind her and I try to laugh the shit off and she just looks at me " you wanna go out tonight. I can get us in one of my plane friends' work at this night club. Let's go get dressed ''I look at her with my puffy eyes and just nod. As we get ready my mom calls me and tells me that she found a gig for me in Italy... I don't know how to feel about this at all." hey Jessi the plane pal that you were talking about was Neels Visser?" she stops taking pictures of us and looks at me "interested? he's hot right "I mean he is hot she hands me tow vodka mix with berries water bottles..after we finished our water bottles we took an Uber to the nightclub after that it's a blur.