the bad boy

chapter 1

"mom I can't leave this place!! all my memories,my-"
"you can't stay your coming"
I didn't want to say anything to start a fight so I nodded
"yo sis were gonna be late" cam yelled
"ughhhh" I said as I zipped up my jacket
he ran upstairs and took my hand
"cam wait" I laughed and grabbed my penny board "okay now we can go" I giggled
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we got in the car I put my long brunet hair in a bun "tee,check out this new app" Cameron said jumping a little "wow cool,so you can post 6 second videos on there?" "yeah it's called vine" he looked at his screen "cool" "hey wanna make a vine" he smirked "sure " I said leaning to his phone "wassap I'm Cameron Dallas" "and I'm Tania Dallas" I said smiling. then he ended the vine.
lame I know.
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we got to the plane
Cameron was still on this vine thing
"Cameron hurry up " my mom said as she turned
"FINEEE"
we went on the plane and I sat next to Cameron
"o my goddddddddd" cam yelled which made everyone look at us
"what? and shhh" I giggled
"I got 10k followers!" he said exited
"woooooow that's pretty amazing" I said looking at his account
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ughhhh this plane ride is sooo boring
"Cameron" I whispered and nothing he just snored
"okay" I whispered again giggling
I laid my head back and a good thing poped in my head im going to see Kian !
Kian is my boyfriend we've been together for 4 years now. he's in a group called o2l there pretty cool.
after 30 minutes of thinking about Kian everything went dark
"tee" "tee wake up" I heard cam say
"hmm?"
"we're landing"
I buckled my seat belt and fell asleep again
"we're here!!!" Cameron yelled in my ear
"I see" I laughed
we grabbed our bags and head outside
we got to our house and I ran inside
"I CALL THIS ROOM!"I said as I walked in the gorgeous room with a huge window and balcony
"damn" cam hisses and ran to the room in front of mine and calls it
I went in my balcony and looked to my left,there was nothing just a cute Lil park but at my right there was a house with a guys room next to my room like you could literally climb into his room he looked at me and waved I waved back,then he came to his balcony too we where so close ! "hey" I said smiling
"hey"
"um..my names Tania Dallas" I said and stock out my hand he shacked it and then looked down
he looked up and looked at me in the eyes "matthew espinosa" he smiled
"nice to meet you"
"you too"
"why are you looking at me like that?" I said in a low voice
"because your beautiful" he said looking shy
"wow" I said under my breath with a smile
he leaned and played with my hair
"gorgeous" he said under his breath while he looked at me
"Matt baby" a girl said
"um I should go" I said after I heard the girl
"no no no no it's not what it looks like" he grabbed my hand "it's exactly what it looks like"
he looked down
"man,and I thought you where different" I said pulling his arm away and went in my room
I shut the balconys door shut
"tee!!"
"yeah"
"I got invited to a thing called magcon"
"the what now ?"
"it's a group called magcon and has tours and stuff"
"cool who are ya goin with ?"
"ummmm Shawn mendes,Aaron,mahogany,Taylor caniff,carter Reynolds,jack Johnson,jack gilinsky,matthew espinosa-"
"who?!?" I choked
"who?" he said and laughed
"matthew espinosa ?!?" my eyes widened
"yeah"
then I pooled him to the balcony and pointed too matthew
"him?"
" o my god yeah"
"stay.away.from.him"
"why?" he laughed
"he's a player"
"oh"
"yeah"
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NEXT DAY:
"I don't wanna gooooo" I nagged
the I stood up
I picked a normal although slightly boring outfit I brushed my teeth and ate my cereal .
cam drove by himself.why? I really don't know
I waited for the bus.
"hi" I said really quit to the bus driver
I sat in the middle then I saw a guy sit next to me
"espinosa?"
"Dallas?" he tried to act dumb
MATTS P.O.V
from the minute I met Tania it was like we just clicked ! and after awhile of talking that stupid slut . yeah I'm a player but I don't want to be a player with her
and lucky me I'm in a group with her brother
I couldn't stop thinking about her,shes so...different.
today I got in the bus and saw Tania I sat by her I just needed to see her
"espinosa?"she said with a sweet tone
"Dallas?" I said trying to act funny
"what are you doing here?"she said
"I'm in this school"
"oh cool I guess"
"um so tell me about your self"
"oh okay" she said with the most cutest smile
"I like to write and oh I play football-"
"you play football?" I cut her off
"yeah"
"what number are ya?"
"81"
"are you serious??"
"yeah why?" she giggled
"I-i-I'm number 81 too"
"wow"she said
"yeah"
it's so hard too be around her and not get nervous
"hey dude"nash said looking at me
"wohow who's the silver fox?"he said looking and smiling at Tee
I wanted to punch him so bad
"you touch her I kill you" I mouthed the words at nash
"oh oh never mind" he said looking at me again
I saw her sleeve come up a little
"uh tee?" I said shocked
"hmm?" she said looking at me
"what's that" I pointed to her scars
"oh no there nothing" she rolled down her sleeves
"what ?!why would you do this?" I said looking worried
"nothing!" she raised her voice
"tell me" I said looking deep in her eyes
"it's nothing really I haven't cut for 6 months now" she said faking a smile
TANIAS P.O.V
unluckily Matt saw my scars but I really haven't cut for like 6 months now
but he wouldn't let go until now. thank god
"okay I guess I'll believe you"matthew said
"good" I smiled"
"can I tell you something?" he said looking down
"what?" I said trying to look in his eyes
"i cut too" he said under his breath and I looked at him in the eyes and his eyes got teary and my heart broke. we where so alike
then he leaned in to kiss me so I did the same
what am I doing ?!? he's a player
I have a boyfriend oh god no!
please
he's closing his eyes
no he's leaning in
what Tania snap out of it
ughhhhghghg stop
the next thing I know is our lips meeting he came a little closer
I wanted to stop the kiss I really did but it was like I was home
he kept kissing me over and over again
until I stopped him
"matthew stop" I said looking down
"what is it?"
" I know you don't cut and I know your doing this just to get me"
"no believe me please"
"come on matthew I know"
"I'm telling you I'm broken" he started to cry
I hugged him and when we got to school I walked us back to my house. he didn't have the energy to go to school
when we got to my house I brought him to the balcony and then on the roof
we laid there silent
"I really like you,you know" he said breaking the silence with his crying voice
"I'm sorry matthew" I said looking at the sky
"why?"
"because I have a boyfriend"
"oh..."he said
MATTS P.O.V
we got to tees roof
how could she not believe me I do cut I really do
we laid there and I told her I liked her and she said she had a boyfriend it broke my fricken heart
"oh..." I said trying not to cry
"I'm sorry" she said as she turned her head
"no don't be" I said and stood up
"oh okay"she said
"yeah" I said dusting myself off
"i should go" I pointed to my house
"okay do you want me to-"
"no no" I said trying to act manlish
"by any chance could I know the name of this guy?" I asked
my heart was beating
I'm gonna kick the shit out of this guy
"um do you know Kian lawley?" she said
"k-kia-ki-kian law-lawley?"
"yeah" she said worried
"oh okay thanks"
I waved and jumped in my balcony
I called Kian
m:hey wanna hang?
k:sure when?
m:ummmmm right now?
k:cool
m:k see you
k:kay
the doorbell rang I opened the door
"heyyy" Kian said with his stupid crab face
"hi" I mumbled
"what's up?" he said sitting on the couch
"WHATS UP?WHATS UP?!?" I snapped
"dude chill" he said
"CHILL???YEAH SURE ILL CHILL!" I said with my hand on my head
"WHAT THE FUCK MAN?!?"
"WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME ABOUT TANIA"i pushed him
"WHAT??"he acted dumb
"SHES MINE"he said again
I just stared at him
"TOO FUCKING BAD"
"YOU KNOW WHAT?"I said
"I WANT TO SLIP MY OWN MOUTH IN LOVE WITH HER OF EVERY SECOND OF EVERY MINUTE OF EVERYDAY AND CANT BELIEVE NY OWN DAMN BAD LUCK THAT YOU MET HER FIRST!" I said then I broke I started to cry
I know a guy crying
that's weird
the only thing I was thinking was:
"GET THE FUCK OUT KIAN"
"FINE!" he said then slammed the door
I ran to my room and screamed
TANIAS P.O.V
I went to my room and tried to decorate it
and I failed
after a couple hours of netflix cam came home "IM HOMEE" can yelled
"WELCOME" I giggled
he came up to my room
"did you hear about the party tonight?"
"party?"
"yeah"
"oh no"i said and continued to watch that 70's show
"well are you coming?"
"probably n-" I was interrupted by the doorbell
I ran downstairs and got the door
it was Matt he was holding a flower
"um tee wanna go with me to the party tonight?" he said with a huge smile
"Uhm...yeah" I said with a smirk
"but just as friends" I continued
"fine" we giggled
"so I guess I'll see you"
"yeah" he said then pecked my cheek and ran away
haha what a dork
I went upstairs and went back to my seat
"so?"
"what ?" I said
"are you coming?"
"yeah,yeah I am" I smiled he makes me get butterflies
I can't help it
am I falling for the player ?
no Tania ugh snap out of it
I don't like him
but I do
ughhhhhh no u don't
who am I kidding I do like him...
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hi this is the owner
wow it's kinda weird to say that
but anyway I just wanted to say hi:)