the bad boy

chapter 2

TANIAS P.O.V
"cam??" I yelled
"yeah?"he said as he walked in my room
"what should I wear?"
"well that's nice" he pointed to a little dress
"that's a Halloween costume" I said then we both bursted out laughing
"ooo how about this Lil hottie" he handed me my little black dress
"not bad but srsly Cameron your my brother and that is terribly weird" I giggled
"ok ok. try the dress on"
"k and you go and put your clothes on" I said as I went in the bathroom
"ready?" he said
"k 1..2..3" then I we both came out
"woooow" he said looking at me
"really?"
"are you kidding?"
"well thank you"
"no prob"he said
"so should we go?"i said as I slipped on my high heels
"yeah"he said
we waited for like 40 minutes till the guys arrived
"there here"cam said
"k so let's go" I said as I caught the door
"hey-wow you look.."Matt said
"I know I look terrible"i said
"I was going to say breathtaking"he said
he's just so heart eyes
"you don't look bad yourself" I teased him
"hey Taylor this is my sister" Cameron said to Taylor
"hi" I smiled
"woah"he said and looked at me from my toes to the top of me head. I looked over at Matt he looked red
"uhm"i said to Taylor
"I'm sorry it's just that dress that body" Taylor said again
"dude!" Cameron said and slapped tay
"it's okay" I said laughing
"are you ok?" I said to Matt
"yeah why?"he said trying not to look at me in the eyes
"oh then nevermind" I said kissing his cheek
MATTHEWS P.O.V
damn it I told everyone to stay away from tee but nooooo Taylor had to steal her heart
I wanted to kill him
then tee asked me what was wrong, I simply said nothing and she said nevermind then she kissed my cheek I blushed like crazy I hope she didn't see...
we arrived at the party. I held tees hand I don't know why I couldn't keep my hands off her
I saw Tania go over to Taylor and he started flirting ...
two can play at this game.
I went over to a girl don't know her name and I really didn't care I just kissed her and we made out
then I saw that Tee look at me then I saw her eyes get teary but she looked away and started talking to Taylor again
after I made out with that girl I heard them talking
"wanna do it?" Taylor said
"yaaas is that even a question ?!" Tania said and then they walked in a room and closed the door
my head started spinning I was so angry and crushed
then I ran too the room and kicked the door "GET THE FUC-"I stoped
they where filming a YouTube video
"um Matt you okay?" Taylor said
"um yeah sorry thought someone else was here " I said with my heart in my throat.tania came over and hugged me "I know what you did,and I know what you thought it's ok" she whispered in my ear
"I'm sorry" I said
"it okay" she said relaxed
"um Tay can I talk to Matt for a sec" tee said
"yeah" he said and stayed put
"oh you meant alone okay" he said and went out
"um Matt I broke up with kian" she said with a huge smile
"what really?" I said with the biggest smile ever
"yeah"she said hugging me
the first thing I did was kiss her
when we stopped kissing she said "your my first kiss you know" my heart beat was really fast "what about kian" I raised my eyebrow "he was a jerk"she said then kissed me again
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TANIAS P.O.V
finally I was home and by home I mean in matts arms we where snuggling on his bed
"I really like you" he said
"no scratch that I fricken love you" he said kissing my head
I closed me eyes "I love you too" I whispered then fell asleep
when I woke up I was still there nothing changed I scrolled on twitter then kissed Matt good morning "goodmorning" he said in a deep voice "i should go" I said walking to his balcony "no stay" he said with a baby voice " sorry I should really go but I'll see ya later "okay..bye babe" he said and then ran infront of me "what the hell?!?" I yelled "your not going anywhere" Matt said then picked me up and threw me on the bed "matthew stop" I said laughing "nooo" he laughed
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THE NEXT WEEK:
I woke up alone in my bedroom I checked twitter and I saw that Matt tweeted a picture of him and a girl making out and I went to his room the girl was there in matts arms making out...
I was speechless I needed my little drug,the little drug I didn't use often
my cutter.
my old friend.
the one who's been with me when I was broken and sad.
the one who knew when I faked a smile.
I went to look for my little black box I found it and grabbed my cutter and my pills I grabbed the cutter first I sat on the floor in the bathroom I played with the cutter in my hand and after 2 hours of crying I finally cut. it felt so good to be back.
I looked in matts room again they where kissing goodbye and then I saw Matt coming over to my house I put on a sweater to hide my scars and cuts
"hey babe" he leaned to kiss me
"what the hell matt"i said calmly
"what.."
I laughed and looked down then looked in his eyes
"do you think I'm stupid?"i said smiling while I looked at him dead in the eyes
"uh what?"he said nervously
"you can leave" I said putting my hand on his shoulder
"what no I miss you" then he leaned again to kiss me
"oh pour matthew" I said looking down while laughing under my breath
"uh um" he said
"you've got a big storm coming" I said looking him dead in the eyes while laughing again
MATTHEWS P.O.V
I think Tania knew about me and that girl
she acted weird yet scary it made my heart beat so fast my whole life flashed before my eyes "tee calm down"
"I'm calm baby" she said
"let me see your hand"i said worried
"kay" she said then rolled up her sleeve
"oh my god" I said looking at all of those scars
"happy now?" she said then pushed me to the balcony
"Tania I'm sorry I didn't mean to"i said
then she started crying and wiping them off with her hand
"you know what the worst part is? it's that after that you came over and wanted to kiss me" she said crying her eyes out
"You want the truth?!?" I said picking her head up
"yes.." she said quietly
"I needed you and I didn't want to lose you but the bad boy side got the best of me"
(note: play "little do you know" right now I promise it will be so cool lol)
"I'm sorry but I can't deal with this right now" she said crying
TANIAS P.O.V
"I need you out please"i said to the heartbreaker
"please no"
"bye" I said with a tear rolling down my cheek and closed the door on him then I fell on the ground and broke
"but I need you" he said behind the glass
i putt my hand on his heart on the other side of the glass he did the same
I couldn't stand it he's my hero
I opened the door and hugged him
"I'm willing to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight" I whispered in his ear. he just nodded and his tear fell down on my back
"I just need a little more time"i said and hugged him tighter
"I'll wait" he said and nodded again
he pulled back and put my hair behind my ear and kissed me " I'll love you till the sun dies"he said and kissed me again.
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TWO NIGHTS LATER:
"Tania I'll be leaving" cam yelled
"Kay see ya"i yelled back
it seemed like he did this cause of something cause he was with pj's and no one was home
then my phone buzzed
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from : baby💘🙌
go to your balcony :)
okay..😂
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I went to my balcony and there was matthew with pepperoni and vegetarian pizza and chocolate strawberries
"matthew what's all this?"I said looking at him
"you ordered these ma'am "then he tied a rope around the pizza and send the pepperoni first then the vegetarian and then the strawberries the he climbed up himself
"what is this?" I said smiling
"tfios or the notebook?" he said
"umm the notebook" I said sitting on the ground with matthew
he opened the vegetarian pizza first and we ate the whole thing then we ate the WHOLE FRICKEN PEPPERONI PIZZA TOO and then we ate the strawberries they where amazing
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"matthew?" I said as we where looking at the stars
"yeah?" he said kissing my cheek
"why did you do all this?"I said turning my head to him
"because I love you"he said and I sat up and so did he we kissed and he kept saying I love you every second we where together
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THE NEXT MORNING:
"mm morning espinosa" I said
"morning Dallas" he smirked and kissed me
"wait we're still on the roof" I said giggling
"what no way" he smiled then looked at me
I saw that my phone was blowing up with notifications
"what's that for?"i asked Matt
"why don't you see for yourself" Matt said
"okay I will" I said confidently
I saw he posted a video of me and him sleeping he kissed my head and captioned it: my princes 😳💋
"aw Matt"i said then kissed him
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5 HOURS LATER:
"Taylor,Shawn,cam,Matt,nash,hayes,mahogany,jacob, Aaron,jack and jack,cartaaah you guys ready?" I yelled "yeah" some of them yelled
Matt came and grabbed me by my waist
"ready?" he said
so we where leaving for this magcon thing remember? and this was the first day and I was going cause there manager wanted me too,so!
"yeah" I said looking at matthew