some of the great personalities have said
"Man was born happy but then he find out ways to b unhappy "i totally agree with him ...it is my story life is still on and the stories will never end till the end.Let me take a deep breathe ..yeah done 😋 deep breathe before some start sometime illustrate ur tiredness nd sometimes a fresh start at the end of my story u guyz must tell me ,for what reason i took this Okk 😆 So i belong to a syed family and we are 8 siblings including me ..brotherz are married ,so apart from all ,i did my graduation from a nearby college ,when i was doing that my father told me that its the last time he is paying my fee ,i got really upset by this cz he had bought a house for my brother which cost 22 lacks ,from this u can imagine what kind of father he is 😏 i mean usually fatherz love thier daughterz but in my case the tables are turned 🙄 anywayz aftr that i took a break from studies and find out the job ,by nature i m shy nd i dnt have confidence yet😏 so the second day of my job i was scolded by the principal for leaving the assembly she shouted realy bad i got tears in my eyes and that day i realized life is not a cup of tee and it would not b in future as well ,i did job their for 1 year ,and during that time i started saving half of my pay next year my bestie got admission in uni and those days uggghhhh cant tell u people how much sad i was ...i cried a lot many nights come and go nd then i have to change the school ,new school was shit 🤯 U can compare it with presure cooker 😂 Btw i m skipping a lot of things here ,so i started going to a private academy where i pay 1500 from my sallery ,the teacher was nottttt a teacher how i spend my time with him only my God knows nd i ,i took the notes ,admission fee and all by myself ,in ramadan i also went to attend the class ,i remember on my way i pray for my success ,walking in the month of june ,july in the streets with the cruel sun Oh my! in pakistan only pak peeps can realize this struggle 😧 most of the time i went crying as well.. but when the result came 😊 a big surprise was waiting for me ,Tadaaaaaaa any guesses??? Yes yes u r right ,i could not passthe exams ,😊 i was fail ..this word fst time in my acdemic record i have to understand it ,in red color it was written fail" shocked for a while and then cried a lot ,And then i thought and took a decision this time i will go to university the place for whome i cried a lot so my savings which was for my dream to get rid of glases through lasic surgery ,i have to snatch it from my eyez ,i paid the fee and the uni got started ,One problem was waiting .on those dayz i was sick,having back pain 😂 woah i go through the therapi nd then i go uni aftr one wek ... First semester was a blast of fun and new experiences .. and then in second semetr our route driverz made a strike ,🙂 uni is far from my home ...one way was there i had to stay in sistrz home and had to face some true colors of people i can not tell u guyz how much i have to suffer for this mastrz but now due to corona virus we have got vacations so let's c wht will happen ,Life has handed me a set of sorry cards" and i have to play them ..but despite all Allah never leaves me alone ..He is my friend,He is enough 😍 so friendz what will happen i will surely upload that part till then plz pray for me... I will come with the next one ,it was a start ... and wait wait ,what about the lesson ? Yes here it is .i have learnt that the difference between ur dreams and success is "action" so whatever your dream is try hard God only wants our hardwork and the result surely comes by his side ,so have faith and do whatever u want to do in life But in that life do not forget ur Lord who has given u everything ... PS i love to call myself" Babygirl" now a dayz.. nobody calls it is ok i m a baby 😍 i love myself more than any sick mental person's opinion ...Keep shining ... 🤗
