Always want what you're not allowed

Always want what you're not allowed Part 8

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As the next few months went on JJ and Will's relationship grew stronger in that time JJ had fallen completely in love with Will no matter what her mood was he always made her smile. She loved him she knew that much she also knew that at some point she would have to start answering the questions about the secret boyfriend she has, but she knew her parents and friends wouldn't understand that much was clear, That's why JJ enjoyed keeping it a secret Will was her safe place that no one knew about the one place and person she could go to, to make everything better without anyone judging her. She just hoped over the next couple of months which were left of school that she and Will could keep what they had, but the most important thing that she just didn't want to think about was college and what would happen to them when she moved away.

JJ was sitting in her bedroom looking over the many piles of application forms on her bed she just sat staring at them, knowing that she had to pick the right college that would fit all her needs. She didn't know how long she had spent staring at the forms until she saw her mother come into her room.

"still not chosen huh?" Mrs. Jareau

"Nope who knew it would be this hard to pick somewhere you want to study for four years"

"oh I know it's hard but that's not what's bothering you"

"nothing's bothering me mom"

"Don't play dumb with me I know you're stuck with your choices because you're too focused on your relationship with this mystery boy"

JJ went to speak but closed her mouth she knew her mother was right all she could focus on was talking to Will and how scared she was of how that convocation was going to end as she knows he will be happy for her but all she can think is will he want her to go.

"Want to know a secret?"

JJ looked up at her mum interested in what she was about to say

"When I was your age I fell in love with this guy he was my dream guy and, I was totally head over heels for him but then college came around and neither one of us wanted to end the relationship but one day we just knew that we had to end it"

"What happened after you ended it?"

"We went our separate ways hoping one day we would be back in each other arms but after a while, I started giving up we stopped getting in touch and so on"

"Did you ever see him again?"

"Yes, in fact, I married him"

"You never told me that story"

"Well now you know It so what I'm saying is you never know what will happen unless you take a risk"

"Thank you"

"you're welcome and whenever you know you intend to answer one of my so many questions about this boy feel free"

JJ laughed at her mom as she walked out of her room, she felt better after listening to her mom's story, but all she had to do now was see the outcome of her decision, she picked up her first choice of application forms and fill it out slowly making sure she had made the right choice, she packed all the forms back into her envelope and placed it into her bag. She sat back on her bed and pulled Oscar onto her lap as he purred in his sleep, she sat stroking his white fluffy fur trying to clear her head, when she finally picked up her phone and started writing a new message