I Don't Actually Know Anymore (Never Did)

31/03/2020 2:50PM

Elllllllllo

Yep. Okay so I'm not exactly the most entertained right now. Went to my Grandads to "celebrate" my freedom of self isolation after I had to go home (the day before school closed) ill.

We are meant to be playing a board games. I generally enjoy board games but right now I'm understanding why they are not so enjoyable. Struggling to stay awake because I was up last night trying to get a bunch of twats to finish some Enterprise work that is meant to count toward a grade that is replacing my music A Level. That I now dropping.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh

I want food. But I can't telling whether that's because I'm board or because I'm actually hungry. Struggling now to over eat because Mum keeps feeding me the amount of food I usually eat when I'm dancing for at least an hour a day.

I mean I love food but I'd like to keep my figure. Basically I'm fighting with my mum every meal time because I can't finish my food because I'm genuinely stuffed because I haven't done any exercise.

Why did I just start talking randomly about my diet...?¿? Haha help

I really am not thinking straight. Not that I can. I blame my girlfriend for that. Yeah I have a girlfriend. I'm a taken gay.

(Can't wait for the reaction.)

Also friend just found out that she isn't bisexual but lesbian. Her poor clingy boyfriend that I disliked must be upset.

I need subject to think about...

Uhhhhhh not school subjects. My best friend's mum won't stop messaging me and mum about A Level and AS results. Thing is I know she is trying to be useful. But me being me just wants to ignore all that as much as possible and deal later.

I really want to play my drums... I've been learning some really easy songs. I've never played drums for fun I've always done the exam work and played drums for my GCSE music performance exam and AS music performance exam. So I have never just messed around in them and just had some fun.

It's great!¡! I've learnt Uptown Funk, Yellow, We Will Rock You and Another One Bits The Dust. All really easy but mehhhh.

Omg I just spotted the biscuits... And grandad started smoking and I really want to cough and this means I'll have a headache soon. Omg...

I sound so horrible to my Grandad. I love him but let me point out that he had a sh*t in his seat during our meal at Christmas.

Yeah. Exactly. And he chain smokes.

At least thanks to him I'll never smoke.

I irritates my eyes, gives me head or makes me feel sick and makes me cough. That's mostly because I'm very good at getting chest infections. Mum says it's a miracle that I haven't caught pneumonia. (That took me forever to figure out how to spell that word.)

I'm hungry. Also they are still setting the game up. I was helping but I wasn't being any hope so I ran away.

Also I lost my streak in Duolingo. *Sad*

Also I am so dumb that i don't understand any of it still. I'm going to try and write some Korean words with the translations next to them. But keep in mind they will probably be spelt wrong.

*아이 우유 (Milk child XD)
*방 (Room)
*방이 (Bread)
*네/데 (Yes/Yes)

There we go. My Korean. I can say Hello and Thank You but can't write for the life of me.

I started learning last July because I had finished my GCSEs. I properly studied it. But since I started my A Levels I've done very little. So since I went into self isolation I've just been doing a few lessons a day in Duolingo which isn't the best for Korean.

Ohhhhhhhhhh got someone messaging me. See u next time I'm lonely or needing something to do.