Lovesick

Describing..... him

There was this guy, though when isn't there? His name is Ashley but everyone just calls him Ash, cute right? He was that one guy who everyone wanted to be or to date, but.....couldn't. He would just flip his gloss brown hair and glance at you with his dreamy sea coloured eyes and BAM, your hooked. He has this dazzling smile that is so bright, you can never get use to it. He also has the perfect boyfriend personality (only girls will get what I mean); he's sweet, funny, loyal, confident but shy, loud but quite, patient, polite, he listens.... the list goes on and on. All in all, he's everyone's dream guy. The sad thing is that he doesn't realise it. But the again, maybe that isn't such a bad thing. I mean, it means that he isn't such a conceited man-whore. But on top of all those wonderful things is that he is is a big, fat....... LIAR! But lets get into that later.

How do I know all this? Well I was one of those 'lucky' few to date him. I was even 'luckier' because I was two years younger then him (He was 16 years old, the rest you can work out yourself). I met him through my mum, weirdly enough. She is a leader of a cub pack and he became a young leader that group (if you have no clue what i'm babbling on about, search it). And front then on, we were inseparable. We spoke every day, saw him every weekend (seeing as he.went to a different school to me) and every second I spent with him was bliss, even during the school holidays I spent all my spare time with him. Before I knew it, I was falling for him... hard. But what I didn't realise was that he had no plan to catch me. 

Yeah yeah, I know what your thinking: "This is like any other love story; the classic boy meets girl, girl boy date, boy dumps girl, girl gets 'heart broken', yada yada." Sorry to disappoint you, but not quite. In my story there are a few twists and turns that might of or might not of screwed me up for life.

I have heard all these stories about how a boy can and would screw with your head but they were just silly stories to me, fairytales even. I never expected that my first and last love would almost kill me but also save me.

My name is Annabella Grey and welcome to my screwed up nightmare.