Why God? Questions needing answers

Why do grandpa's have to die?

When I found out my grandpa died I was broken. I thought that the world was against me and wanted me to suffer. I ran and ran as far as I could to get away but it followed me way into the woods. I ran as far as I could but then I stopped, I screamed why over and over again. I told nobody to follow me and they respected that. I was out in the woods screaming why god why? I had this question that was not ready to be answered but I was ready to answer it. I was standing their screaming why, why would someone want to take him away. He was the closest thing to prefect and a very godly man. He wouldn't go anywhere without a bible. He knew that god was always with him even with the alzheimer's he never forgot about his faith in god. He would not remember you but he would always say before you left "let me pray with you" even to the doctors taking care of him. Let me pray with you. I never thought that he would do it but he always had a way of knowing when something was wrong and he would just pray. He would tell you god is sending miracles, he sees you and hears you and is sending you miracles. It is never going to be the same without him the wonders that he brought to people. Nurses would come in and tell him about the miracles God has sent them. There was one that he never forgot, the nurse that came and told him about the miracle god had sent her. Her dad was having a surgery just like him but the odds were not in his favor at all, he had a 1% chance of survival. He was not expected to make it out of the OR. But god sent him a miracle and he made it. He is now able to move and live freely. My grandpa had a hip replacement at 85, he was not expected to make it and he did. With all of the crazy going on in the would he defined all odds and made it through that surgery. He had another chance at survival and he took it. The day he was supposed to be discharged he did not wake up. People say dying in your sleep is the best way to die but thinking about it knowing that your family is all thinking about you and hoping and praying that you are ok would kill me. I would never want to do any harm to them or break them... I was out in the woods screaming why and there is a new movie out called I Still Believe, It is the story of Jeremy Camp. I played that song which I know by heart I started singing I still believe and everything started making sense. I have figured out why he died, everything happens for a reason. I have figured it out, god has a plan for everybody. His plan for my grandpa was to take him back and keep him so that my family can learn how to live without him
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Authors Note
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