Kairi Cosentino and Alejandro Rosario Imagines

insecure - Mattia Polibio

warnings- mattia sad makes me sad so.
mode - dark
requested? no
enjoy!
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MATTIA'S POV

I groaned hearing the ringing of the my phone's alarm, I walk up to my mirror and sigh "if only i looked like ale and kai" i've always been upset with my body i hate it so much, the boys say i look perfectly fine but i just have always felt this way, ever since middle school

flashback

i felt the pain of me getting pushed into a locker, "watch out fat fuck" i started to tear up these kids always make fun of me, "i'm sorry" i sighed, "ya gonna cry now" the 8th grader toward over me, "n-no" they all just laugh and the 8th grader pushed me to the ground, "what the fuck!" i hear a girl say, i look up at the prettiest girl ever, "what the hell is wrong with you! what the fuck did he do to you, you fucking bitch!" she look at me with a slight smile, "fuck off y/l/n!" the girl rolled her eyes, "shut the fuck up you look like an abortion gone wrong" i laughed, "whatever!" the bully walked away i was still laughing when i looked back to where she was and she was gone.

(a/n: don't come at me for this flashback, their in 7th - 8th grade, their gonna have lame comebacks and swear to much.)

Present time

i have just been numb since then.

"hey mama!" my mom smiled, "hurry up or you will be late!!!" i laughed, "okay, okay!".i walked out of the house got into my car and played my playlist.

i pulled up to school and sighed, fuck i just wish this shit was over and i haven't even walked into the damn school. i saw the boys and gave them a hug, and walked and then i saw my baby.

"mamas!" i yelled. she turned around and smiled.
"baby!" she gave me a big hug and kissed me.
"are you ready for class?" i asked curious of what she had to say.
she smiled and said, "yep, but i just wish it was over already". the bell rang.
i giggled, "me too baby, let's get to class so it can just be over"

~skip to lunch i'm lazy~

me and y/n, were walking to lunch just talking and giggling, when this random guy that i have seen probably once before, comes up to y/n and starts to flirt with her, i'm right next to her that's what made me super mad, but then i took a good look at him, he has to be on the football team, big muscles, and tall, about my height. i start to get insecure, and hug y/n from behind and look at the guy, fuck why can't i look like him, "oh my god carter can you leave, i have a boyfriend" y/n says with some sass, i giggle, "nah let me treat you right, fuck this guy" he laughs, i kiss y/n on the cheek, "i'll be in the bathroom" and start to walk to the bathroom with tears in my eyes, it hurts to know that she causes all these people to just bow down to her, i mean come on she's a goddess (a/n: i mean he didn't lie look at you mamas👀🤤) but she's my goddess.

i push open the door and just cry for a little it's good to let it out sometimes, but then i thought, i wanna go live and talk to my supporters, they always cheer me up, so i take out my phone look at my face, i look like i've cried, but not a lot, i start the live and set it down on the sink, "hey guys!"

user233782: aren't you supposed to be in class rn?

"nah it's lunch and then i have a free period to just hang cuz my teacher isn't here and they don't have a sub"

mattiasbae: were you crying🥺
y/nshubby: where's y/n?

"i don't know"

i look at myself in the mirror and lift up my hoodie, "don't screen record this because i'm insecure, please" and started to tear up

user22672: awh🥺

"damn" i say while sad and started to tear up.

mattiasbae: dont cryyy
anne.commzz8: fuck me daddy

i hear the bathroom door open but didn't pay no attention to it i just kept on looking at myself in the mirror.

"hey baby- what's wrong?" y/n asked very concerned, she put her hands around my waist and snuggled up to me.

"nothing, i'm just feeling insecure that's all." i try putting my hoodie down but she didn't let me.

"baby, why are you insecure, you are so perfect." she said pouting.

"no i'm not! there are so many boys that are better looking than me, and take you from me in a second, and if i lose you i don't know what i would do!" i start crying more.

"oh my gosh, babyyyy, i don't want anyone else, sure guys hit on me a lot, but i turn them down every time, because i love you so much, only you" she started to tear up.

"mamas, don't cry-" she cut me off

"no baby i feel so bad because you are so worried that i would leave you, and if you are feeling that way i feel like i'm doing something wrong." tears fell out of her eyes.

"no no you did nothing wrong i'm what's wrong-" she cut me off again

"you know what i'm gonna tell you every single thing i love about you."

i blushed, "no you don't-"

she cut me off once again, "shut the fuck up and let me please, okay first thing, i love your eyes every time i look into them i fall in love again and again. i love your hair, it's so soft, fluffy, and shiny i just could play with it everyday, and don't even even get me started on you body! you tummy is so hot, like really hot, your light abs make everything so much hotter when we're having-" that's when i remember.

"baby i'm live streaming" she goes red and looks at my phone

user2527393: that was the cutest shit ever i want this in a relationship-
mattiasbae: yo if we weren't here she would have said-
anne.commzz8: spank me daddy

"um guys imma go, bye." i grabbed my phone and picked it up and ended the live.

"so what were you gonna say princess?" i said smirking.

"oh uh, i don't know, i actually forgot." she blushes. i pushed her by her hips into the wall, and put my hand around her neck, not tight, but enough to make her red.

"how about we finish this after school right mamas?"

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OH MY GODDD IM SO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING IN YEARSSSSS, i have been just so stressed with school, because stupid ass online school, but i'll try and put up a kairi and alejandro imagine this week or weekend, stay safe byeee💕