MESSED UP ✔️[Completed]

suicide

after rushing back home

and after finding jungkook sleeping on the sofa and mom M.I.A i feel so realized

i decide to make lunch for kookie and try to study the topics i missed today

when its almost time for my shift at the store i decide to make some fried rice to eat on my way since i haven't eaten the whole day

i get a call telling me that the store is canceled for a couple of days since the owner aka my boss has some family troubles

i wish everything is alright

i eat my food

watch itaewon class since i love that show but never have time to watch it

and try to get some sleep but then i get a text

________________________________________________________________________________ school GC

misa:

hey guys check out the video

of Y/N begging to get laid

* sends video of the time i was drugged and lying on the floor having those bullies try to touch me *

eunwoo:

we knew she was a slut just

like her mother whats so new

________________________________________________________________________________

wait no whats this

that's not me

i was drugged

i didn't even do anything they were the ones touching me

how will i go to school tomorrow ?

how will i be bullied even more?

how can i survive this much ?

with no one by my side ?

i run out of this apartment and sit on the bench outside reading to end it all its just one swish and you'll die right it wont hurt

i burst to tears this is to much for me to handle

just as i was about to do something i will regret i guess

blue haired kid shows up and sits next to me

i try to hide the blade in my hand

i look like a mess with

my shorts

hair messed up in a messy bun

my glasses

and no makeup

wait what since when did i care what i looked like in front of others

still ashamed of looking like this i put my head between my knees and avoid his eyes

yah are you alright he says in a concerned voice

i almost forgot hes the one who helped me through that that mess

ahh thank you i say still not looking up at him

he grabs my cheeks and pulls my head from my hands making us look eye to eye

i quickly turn around trying to hold back my tears

why were you crying he says with a sigh

why do you care anyway i say in a mumble

i want to stand up and leave but he comes closer to me and looks at my face

are you free tomorrow he says with a pouty face

yeah i guess i mumble while thinking through my schedule

good i have to go shopping and i need someone to go with me he says with looking away

hes a grown ass man cant he go by himself

i think about my answer this will be a good chance to relive my stress

yah he suddenly snaps and grabs my hands making the blade fall from my hand

he looks me in the eyes i feel frightened with the serious look he gave me it was dark at night but his face was so clear

don't think about it he says in a deep tone

making me get goosebumps

sorry i say and get back to my position with my knees up and my head down between my knees wanting to cry even more but he just comes closer and puts his arm around me

YEONJUNS POV

i come back home late due to the dance practice i had only to find Y/N sitting on the bench

i go to sit next to her but she seems to ignore me

i ask if shes alright but she just replies meanly

i look back at our time together wondering if i did something to hurt her but i haven't

she thanks me making me feel relived

is she avoiding me

i grab her but the cheeks only to find her eyes puffy and red making me feel so heartbroken

i try to ask if why shes crying but again she just ignores me aggressively

i just blurt out whatever comes to ind to change the mood

hoping she would agree and when she did i felt so relived but that when is saw something in her hands that looked shiny and kinda like

a

a..

BLADE!!!!

i quickly check her hands to see if shes done anything

don't even think about it i say with a cold stare

she just goes back to how she was

i move closer hoping its not weird if i hug her but whenever i was crying and had no one to hold i would just want a hug

why is it that i feel like Ive known her my whole life despite the fact that we just met?

i feel comfortable around her thinking shes been to similar stuff ive been through

hope someone enjoyed that please comment your ideas on this story

i purple you all

* sending virtual hearts *

i haven't updated for a while thinking i should've deleted this but i decided to continue whether some people like it or not so...

@jenim0905 thanks for the support T^T