Hello my name is...

Chapter 1

I feel like I'm dreaming. My actions aren't really my actions. I'm walking through the halls of this retched hell everyone calls a school, keeping my head tucked low and my hands tight around the straps of my backpack. Out of habit of course. But only this time, very surprisingly, the people parted a way like the Red Sea and let me through. They weren't laughing at me. Pointing out my every flaw. Instead they were adoring me, which was super weird. Someone even gave me a rose saying it represented my beauty. I tried to say a simple thank you, but no words not even a single squeak, had left my mouth. Nothing comprehensible anyways. What had come out was a loud alarm making the people who seconds before adored me, look at me with such sourness I had a bad taste in my mouth. The sound was so loud it rattled the walls and knocked people into each other. Then I woke with a start. "Aw fuck!" It's picture day.

Of course of all days, I'd miss my alarm on picture day. I absolutely despised picture day. No matter how early I had woken up, my picture always turned out like crap. Duece. Dung. Whatever word you would like to insert there. Either I had a stain on the front of my shirt or there were stray hairs sticking up from lack of brushing, my hair is thick don't judge me, or just the occasional monthly and I happen to have pimples. I rolled out of bed, but my feet had not quite caught they're bearings or balance and yeah let's just say hardwood and face. Do. Not. Mix. So now that I had a lovely scarlet red nose bleed to go with the mop of fucked up hair upon my head, I directed my feet to the bathroom.

"And I'd give up forever to touch you, cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closet to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't want to go home right now. All I can taste is this moment and all I can breathe is you're life and sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss...." Iris played in the background as I had been taking my shower. As I was stepping out of the shower I realized I forgot my towel. Great. As I ran from the bathroom to my room making sure no one had seen me naked, aka my little brother Jace. His room was right next to mine, including the bathroom. Jace was an all star athlete. He was the best in anything he played. The captain on his basketball and football teams. Why couldn't I have gotten some talent. Oh well. Anyways he is 15 and amazingly I am actually close to him. Jace had sandy blonde hair and really deep blue eyes. I knew when he was done growing he'd have a perfectly chiseled jaw and he'd be really tall. Basically he was born a star. We rarely talk at school though, I know if he does his reputation would be ruined so I told him not to worry about it even though he stills sneaks conversations with me. As I ran into my room I was thinking about what I was going to wear. I thought my ripped light wash skinny's and a plain black top with my navy blue converse seemed perfect. After I was dressed I rushed downstairs and straight out the door for my bus. I didn't know it was raining. As I ran to the stop the bus came up really fast, slinging mud and water all over me. Jace came up behind me, laughed and climbed aboard as I was fuming doing the same.

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Hey guys, authors note obviously. I hope you are enjoying my book as much as I'm enjoying writing it. This is ultimately my favorite story I have ever thought about or even put into action. Anyways this story is meant to pertain to any teen out there going through the same as the main character. Which is not named because I want people to feel like they are in the position as the main character. Although she, sorry guys, will have a last name a first will not be given. If any of you want to name her feel free. I just want this to be an interactive story, you tell me what happens to her next or I can think of it myself. Enough embarrassing things have happened I could write a million pages over my life. This is meant to be funny and also make people think about certain things I plan not to mention until later in the story. I gave a glimpse of it in the very first post I had ever out up called "in the beginning." I am mostly writing this to let people see a different perspective on things. And for the picture of the puppy, that is my little darling thumper. He is much much bigger now, but I wanted to share the cuteness with all y'all. Anyways sorry for this long ass authors note, to those who read all of it. You the real MVP!
~Trinity