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Chapter 1

Picture of Shay ^^🌻
🌻"I have for the first time found what I can truly love - I have found you. You are my sympathy - my better self - my good angel; I am bound to you with a strong attachment. I think you good, gifted, lovely: a fervent, a solemn passion is conceived in my heart; it leans to you, draws you to my center and spring of life, wraps my existence about you - and, kindling in pure, powerful flame, fuses you and me in one." This is my mothers favorite book quote Charlotte Bronte's Jane Eyre is where it's from. I miss her she was so kind, loving, and the perfect mother to me. I just wish the Moon Goddess hadn't taken her so soon.
I look in the mirror at my out fit for school. A pink floral print top and skinny jeans with my black Vans and my hair strait, of course I have to wear my hoodie so no one will notice me. "Shay! Time for school!" my older brother Blake yells from down stairs. Blake is the best big brother in the world. When my dad would come home drunk, he would take the beatings for me because my dad thought that I killed my mother because I was there, I was right there, I was right there and I couldn't do anything because I was just a little kid.
As I walked down stairs my brother was waiting for me. He could tell I was upset by our twin connection. He walked over and gave me a hug. "Shay. I'm so sorry. I wish I could have done something. I'm sorry you're hurting, I really am, but you need to go make some new friends, party, please for me?" I looked him in the eyes "ok." I barely whispered. "you know what there is a party tonight for the last day of senior year at the alphas. why don't you ask Natalie to go with you?" I mentally cringed at my old friends name. She stopped being my best friend after she said and I quote 'just because you're mom died doesn't mean you have to!' From the minute she said that we were no longer friends.
"Ok." I monotonously said. "Alright then let's go to school!" he is to cheerful in the morning. "Oh and Shay. take off your hoodie." I reluctantly agreed.
When we got to school every one was mumbling incoherent to each other "Who is she?" "He can do so much better than her!" "She's hot! who is she?" one guy asked his friends. I walked through the doors and saw Natalie and my brother pushed me over to her. "Hey Natalie. Do you want to go to the party tonight with me like old times?" I nervously said. "omg yes!!!! I've missed you so much ! " she screamed in my ear and hugged me. " ok I'll see you tonight." I mumbled and left off to hell oh I mean class. whoops!
As I was headed to class Trey Wilson comes up to me and says "Are you new?" With a smirk " Because if you are you just had the pleasure of meeting this schools hottest guy." and winked at me. "No I'm not new, and I've known you since kindergarten it's me, Shay?" I said as I slapped him across the face. "Shay! I'm so sorry. I didn't recognize you." he said apologizing. "it's fine. I have to go bye." I told him as I waved. "See ya." he said as he went to class. As I walked in to class Mrs. Johnson said "Class apparently we have a new student what is your name?" I looked at her with hatred "my name is Shay I have been in this class all year." I snared at her like she was dirt under my feet. "oh Shay! I'm so sorry go have a seat. Go on." as I reluctantly walked to my seat, the quarterback, Casey Jones, leans over and says " Babe you look good. Wanna go out sometime?" he put on his smirk that wins almost all of the girls. Hint almost. I looked him straight in the eye and flipped I'm off. And turned back to the lesson. This is going to be a long day, I thought to myself as I slouched down in my seat. 🌻