Your Absence -Choi Minho-

Chapter 17

At that moment

I just hit Minho's cheek softly and all around us felt worried and shocked

"What?why did you do that?"Minho commented as he got mad

I started to cry, I excused the boys and the girls and went directly to the restroom.

I was looking at the mirror, comforting myself a little bit, so I could focus on the stage, or the teacher would slay at me.

" Are you okay?! Are you feeling nervous about going out to the stage?"

I noticed that Amber was talking. I moved backward and then nodded as 'yes'
"It's okay Unnie you will be fine, just talk with your team, so you will forget about anxiety or I can be by your side" and added "let me take you to the meeting room"

Suddenly I Sulli was running toward me "are you okay? how are you feeling now?"

"I'm fine now sis, did our manager say something?"

She sighed out heave saying"I thought something bad happened to you-but our leader needs us"
She looked at Amber with a beautiful smile "thank you for helping her, and see you in your performance"

We headed directly to the meeting room.
Leader: "what happened with you there?"
"Sorry but he's the one I'm waiting so long to see "responded, setting my face down.
Leader: "I know it's hard, but the most important is our performance, we can all help you, but when our worries drop, so cheer up. Now focus on your goal".

But he was my goal...

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People started to come, and we were behind the stage, hoping for the best without mistakes.

Sulli saw me frightened, holding my hand; her eyes were fearful as mine but nodded as 'we can do it, no more Dropping Out!'

Its time to face the lights

We took a deep breath with a beautiful smile on our faces, feeling confident and here you goo!!!

We saw hands in the sky, applause. people were cheering as shouting as well.

My heartbeat was racing until the song started, we moved and changed our position, exactly the same, that was a good start but we didn't finish.

There was a step in the upcoming note, where it didn't work several times especially with me.
That note came and I...

I... We did it!!!! Like magic
I felt so great, dancing at the stage as if we were flying, dancing high above in the sky. Yes, I don't know what was the meaning of this feeling, and I hope that everyone never stops reaching their own dreams.

I couldn't understand how people felt when they saw us, their voices were so freaking, but all we did was thanking them for letting us perform by bowing.

My legs were trembling like the other girls who perform. The leader started to cry over and couldn't stop, hugging her as a team was such a beautiful moment.

We went to the restroom, where we could watch Amber's solo dance.

And.

Yup she was inspiring everyone with her moves, and of course her pure-special voice.

I went to the bathroom, which was far from the noise so I could call mom to tell her with a thankful message.

So, while I was in my way...

SHINee's band was in front of me.
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