CHAPTER: 14 MY FIRST TIME

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after dinner me and ian got in his truck. and started to drive. i wasn't paying attention to were we were going. i was just in deep thought. when i came to ian had parked his truck in between some bushes so that his truck was hidden.

snow: ian where are we

ian: just get out the car and don't worry about it okay.

so i got out of the car. and came around to me and he held my hands and told me to close my eyes. and i did. i didn't feel anything. then ian told me to open my eyes and we were on the Eiffel tower in Paris. i gasped because it was so beautiful you could see the whole city all lit up. this was a sight to see. my insides were warm and fuzzy. in this moment i realized that i am in love with ian.

ian: what do you think

ian asked he looked nervous.

snow: i think this is the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me.

ian just held me and we looked at the gorgeous view. when i looked at ian he looked deep in thought

snow: what are you thinking about

ian: you and me

snow: what about us

my heart started to beat real fast. i want to tell ian how i feel about him. i wanted to tell him that i love him. ian turned me to face him

ian: i was thinking about how i have never felt this way about some and how i would do anything for you, i just want to be with you and no one else.

ian looked into my eyes. he kissed my lips and he said the words that couldn't say with out knowing how he felt first.

ian: i love you snow, and i don't want anyone but you in my life.

he still held my face, and was staring in my eyes intensely waiting for me to say something.

snow: ian i love you too. i only want you.

ian relaxed after i said those words. he put his hands around my waste and held me tight, i lay my head against his chest and close my eyes. when i open them we are standing on a street in Paris . so we just walked around went to a cafe and had some coffee. after we finished our coffee. we walked some more until he directed us to a hotel, it was so grand. we walked in and got on the elevator to the top floor. when the doors opened they opened to a candle lit room. i mean there was candles every where. we walked in further and there was rose petals on the floor leading to the bed. this is so amazing ian is all a girl could want for and then some. i walked to the bathroom and there were rose petals in the tub with scented oils and bubbles. i couldn't't wait to get in i walked over to ian who was still standing there just watching my reaction to all this

snow: ian i love this. but not more than i love you i said

ian: i wanted tonight to be perfect. even if nothing happens i just want to be here with you.

snow: well tonight will be perfect.

i smiled and told ian i was going to get in the bubble bath and he said he was going to get a drink from the fridge. i went in to the bath room and took of f my clothes making sure i put my dress on a hanger that was on the back of the door. once i was in the tub i started to wash myself. i looked up and ian was standing in the door way looking at me. he came over to the tub and rolled up his sleeve and took the towel. he started to wash my back for me. after he was done. he gave me back the towel and was about to leave

snow: don't leave , i want you to join me

that's all i had to say. ian started to strip off his clothes. once he was fully naked i couldn't take my eyes off of him he was so beautiful. ian got in with his back to me. he laid his back on my chest. as i was washing his chest i asked him why he only gave me one rose. i wasn't trying to be a snob about it. i just really wanted to know. his reply made my heart flutter. he said because i am his one and only love and the rose represents me. after he said that i knew i wanted to do the dirty with ian tonight. i made my mind up. it going down. after ian washed himself got out of the tub and took one of the towels and wrapped it around his waste. then i got out and got a towel too. we both walked in to the bed room. i sat down on the bed. the candles were burning bright. i dropped my towel to the floor and pulled the covers back. ian came over to me and touched my cheek softly. and he asked me was i sure. over some of our talks i told ian i have never done the deed. and he said that was not an issue and he could wait. ian look really nervous. i told him i was sure that i loved him and this is what i want.

ian dropped his towel and told me to lie down on the bed and i did. he kissed my neck softly, he continued to plant small kisses all the way down my body. on his way back up ian gently spread my legs apart and was kissing the inside of my thighs he was getting closer and closer to my private area. i was breathing so hard i thought i was going to hyperventilate. then he put his mouth on my bud and went in a circular motion. i arched my back and sucked in a breath. i was losing it. then he inserted one over his fingers then another. he was making me crazy. i started to get that feeling again and i shook but ian didn't stop and it built up again but before i climaxed ian stopped, i was all out of breath. ian kissed his way back to my lips. he kissed me slowly and deeply, he took one of he rose petals and rubbed it across my breast. it felt really good. my body was tingling all over. we were kissing and touch each others bodies. then ian spreed my legs and i felt him at my moist entrance. he just hovered there for a minute.

ian: snow are you sure because i don't want you to regret this later ian said

snow: ian i want this i want you, and i love you.

ian: you tell me if i am hurting you and i will stop okay

snow: okay i will

ian start at my entrance again then he looked in to my eyes and said he loved me then he entered my a little, and i winced. ian looked at me i told him its okay. he went in a little more one more push and he was in all the way. he just stayed like that for a while just kissing my neck and rubbing my body. then my body started to relax more it was adjusting to the uncomfortable feeling. then he slowly started to pull out and back in. it hurt a little but i wasn't going to say anything because i know he will stop. so i dealt with it. the pain started to go away and all i felt was pleasure. i started to raise my hips to meet ians. we were both moaning like crazy then ian rolled us so i was on top of him. i froze. i did not know what to do. ian took my hips and started to guide me in a up and down motion. i was in bliss he feels so right. after a while i didn't need ians help anymore. i could tell i was doing it right cause ians eyes rolled to back of his head. then ian got back on top and he started to go faster and i was building up again for the 5th time. and we climaxed together. ian rolled over and pull me on his chest. he kissed my head and said he loved me i told him the same. i closed my eyes and we fell asleep wrapped up in each other ************************************************** COMMENT PLEASE I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK GOOD OR BAD. I NEED SOME INPUT THIS IS MY FIRST BOOK. LOVE YOU ALL

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