Lost is that what they all call it? It was gone right in that moment and now they tell me it will be okay. I'm not stupid I never was, I know these kind of things happen to everyone and sometimes bigger than others. Mine
was not big but feels like it was bigger than any other moment in time. I was lost and stuck on one thing that I wished I could fix but couldn't. That was very hard till a little friend came along to guide me through. That made everything less chaotic in my mind and life. Except I regret not telling that very special person how much that person meant to me before I couldn't.
That person that tried to help me 24/7 no matter how big the struggle is. The one who made me laugh with all those stupid cheesy jokes. I could never ask for a better person to be there with me. If I had the chance to talk to him at the right time I would say 'I'm so sorry cheesy jokes could never fix this and I wish it could. You are amazing and beautiful no matter what. We can't turn back the cloak it's already been done, I am sorry. I know this must be hard for you and I should have told you everything but I couldn't and I am truly sorry. Just remember There are so many jerks that will mess you up in this world just try to catch them before they do. Never forget this, I don't want you to fail like I did. Please Promise me that you will never mention my name but my story. I don't want people to remember who I was but what I did. I love you. I love everything about you, I just never realized it till now. I love you. By the way you were always my Alex and my rose .' To bad he will never hear this from me.
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The Fallen Star
General FictionA young girl living in Federal Way, Washington trying to figure out were she belongs and why things are changing in her mind, family, and heart. Her life was normal when she was little, then suddenly it kept getting difficult when she got older. She...
