the sun is fucking shining outside--what do you know
it's cold--inside my head no fire burning inside my bones
i prick--and i prick and i bang against the wall--no pain can
ever measure to the one inside my soul
they walk--across the earth and they listen to all my prayers
the emp--ty words the motivations no one's gonna hear em
so what--do i do now--my purpose is all ablazed i'll drag my ass
back home and i'll bring back old shit again
there's no clean--there's no new--there's no i love you
there's no saving im in danger tell me what else is new
i talk about myself--like im this some--one else
but deep down--you know i know she aint been no--where else
i got these words down in my veins that no has heard of
but just wait--ill get the knife--ill fucking bleed all of them--out
my hair--is standing up like a ghost that's hella scared
cut it off let me out this shit ain't over yet
stare me in the eyes and look deep down beneathe the black
cuz i swear--once you see it--you ain't ever coming back
theyre concerned--im concerned--i aint felt this in awhile
let me tell you what it is so listen closely give me time
its this thorn poking my spine it runs along my throat
its this rock smashed in my brain skull crumbling down to my toes
its this bullet---lodged--beneath my skin but im breathing
its this arrow through my heart but man i can still feel it
its the poison in my skin and the rot out of my lips
its the monster ive tried killing--since adam and eve
though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death
i feel the ground shake under me and i fall in the depths
i hear--the trumpet calling but i can't get up
what the fuck what the hell as the sky closes up
--im blinded and im dumb and i can't say nothing good
from dust--i have come so to dust--i fucking go to
there's no clean--there's no new--there's no i love you
there's no saving im in danger tell me what else is new
i talk about myself--like im this some--one else
but deep down--you know i know she aint been no--where else
i got these words down in my veins that no has heard of
but just wait--ill get the knife--ill fucking bleed all of them--out
my hair--is standing up like a ghost that's hella scared
cut it off let me out this shit ain't over yet
stare me in the eyes and look deep down beneathe the black
cuz i swear--once you see it--you ain't ever coming back
