The Love She Feels

Chapter 1

Evies POV

Tomorrow was the first day at my new school, I was a senior and where I live the surrounding schools seniors get sent to a much larger school to prepare for our future and college. The biggest problem was the amount of packs I was now going to be surrounded by, That many future alphas in one building? terrible idea.

I was down stairs, having dinner with my best-friend Naomi when my mom came in, I'm not very close to my mom anymore because shes gone kinda off the rocker ever since the pack got attacked and my dad was put into a coma more than eight years ago. She kinda just stares for a second and then walks off, probably to her bedroom.

I notice Naomi getting a little tired so I tell her, "I think i'm gonna go down to the hospital wing before I go to bed and visit my dad for a little while."

She nods and smiles, "Yeah we gotta get a good nights sleep, I could finally meet my mate tomorrow." She puts her plate in the sink and walks up stairs, She turned 18 a few months ago so she can actually find her mate, while Im still two weeks away from 18. Once I turn 18 I have a year to find my mate before my alpha position starts to be reconsidered. Alphas have a strong essence that basically makes it so their mates never far from where they are. I'm not a very strong person, Even my mom was doubting my title as future alpha, hoping I would find a strong man to accompany in my place. The alpha now is who used to be our beta, Liam, has been teaching me some things but he doesn't have alpha blood running in him like I do. Liam has a son, his name is Brenton and he's jealous of my place as future alpha. He's older and bigger than me but doesn't have the blood of a leader running through him like I do.

I made my way to my dads room, the short walk only taking a few minutes. Hes laying where he always is, in bed and still as a stone besides the steady rise and fall of his chest. I sit down in a chair next to him and hold his hand.

"I wish you'd just wake up dad, I miss you and I'm scared." I kiss his hand and smile, knowing he wont answer but having the slight hope in the back of my mind that he could at least hear me. I leave his room and shut off the light saying goodnight and then going back to my room.

I only lasted a few hours trying to sleep before I woke up from nightmares, crying and rocking back and forward before I slowly crept into the room next to mine, my best guy friend Sam still up watching tv, he frowns and scoots over in his bed inviting me to lay with him. I curl up to his side and try to sleep. We find comfort in eachother, we dont talk about it often because we both know we have mates and we both know were not eachothers. I feel his arm around me while he draws figure-8s on my arm with his fingers as I drift to sleep.

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