A Dream Come True ;)

Grace or Curse

   I spent the best year ever, i actually get used to my friends and all... it was impossible for me to leave them, specially that (me, stella and jason) were too close ! we were spending most of the time together, we were sitting next to each other in class...it was soo much fun ! jason was soo obsessed with playing football, so; he was always drowing on his eraser a face (considering it as a footballer) and play with it, in fact he has soo many erasers to make a football team xD we were always teasing him by that and he was always getting mad start screaming in the class hhhhhhh poor kid we drove him insane. well something unexpectedly happened in this very new year, a new pupil came to our class, his name was steven, actually to me he was some kind of a curse, he was following me everywhere, he was even writing love letters to me, he was completly annoying, i don't say that he shouldn't love me or something but i guess that it was impossible for someone to fall in love in this age o.O ( weird i know) plus i don't feel the same towords him, he made my life even worst but i didn't want to hurt him either :/ . he became a friend of jason and that was the worst thing that could happen to me besides that i've lost my bestfriend to someone who pretend to love me aghghghg ! -_- anyway jason was always around teasing me up with steven's deal, i don't know why but i felt soo weird while jason is talking 'bout me and steven, i felt like something isn't right in my chest but i still didn't understand that feeling and soOn i start feeling breathless and my heart start racing whenever jason is around, even steven didn't make me feel like that with his annoying ways but why only him ? he's my best friend, why is it soo hard to talk to him right now ?...many "whys" were inside my head, and actually stella has noticed that i was acting weirdly recently. One day while we were in the break, she stand up infront of me with a serious look in her eyes " you're in love, you have to admit it ! " i looked at her wih confusing thinking to myself " is that what it was?... am i really in love with jason ?.... how can i be in love in such age?...." in my mind i thought that only old people who were allowed to fall in love, i never thought i would fall for my best friend but i guess it happened, it's the only explanation for what i'm feeling recently.

since then, i was soo afraid to look at him in the eyes, even when i talk to him i blush and turn my face quickly soo he wouldn't notice, i kept shutting out steven for the reason that i'm in love but i never told anybody 'bout it, only stella knows and she wouldn't tell anybody but i wouldn't lie it's soo difficult to keep such a secret only god knows until when !