You Bad Boy || Kim Taehyung ✔

Ten

Your pov

I am watching you.

Again I am doing this.

When will I stop?
God... I have to stop.

But...

But I can't.

And maybe I don't want to?

Ugh...it's so frustrating.

Every time I would see you walk through the corridor with your hands in your pockets - ready any time to run away from these annoying classes - my heart becomes alive again.

I loved how that black cap pulled down low over your face, covered your dark eyes every time.

I think I struggled a month to take a glimpse of your gorgeous eyes. And when I finally did, from that moment you owned my heart. I have never seen such dark and intense eyes as you have. I could see so much intelligence behind them. But pain and mystery as well.
I could lose myself into them, so easily.

I always prayed for you to notice me. To just look at me. But you never did.
Until the day I approached you and talked to you. Only then.

It was so tough. It took me so much courage just to do that.
You were a bad boy. So dangerous. So unreachable.
But I couldn't keep on watching you from afar. I had to hear your voice somehow. No matter what. I had to be close to you.

So I lied.
I approached you and confessed that I liked your friend.

That night at the club, I saw my friend dancing with your friend. I was afraid he will hurt her. I am sorry, my love, but your friend doesn't have a very good reputation.
But then an idea came to me and said to myself why not. If this is how I can get closer to you.

But I never expected you to actually talk with your friend.
You really don't feel anything about me, do you?
Ah, my love. You really broke my heart.

I was so desperate that I even kissed your friend in front of you.

I saw you back then. In your car.
I am so sorry but...I took advantage of your friend. Even if he was aware of it, it was still wrong.

I was so desperate to make you look at me. To take me in your arms and take my loneliness away.

I did wrong. I know.

I was so stupid.

But what can I do?

I love you.

And it seems I will always do. Even if it is a blessing... or a curse.