Random Rambling Writings

Hiding In Darkness

I threw everything away,

All the memories and love you gave,

I feel myself starting to fade,

I just wanted to be alone,

But now I really wish I had you hitting up my phone,

It's all my fault and I know it,

I hate myself but you'll never know it,

You're on my mind all the time,

Cant even sleep because you're always racking my brain.

All these thoughts are making it hard to keep myself sane.

So, now I'll sit in darkness and reminiscing on your words.

Starting to feel trapped like a caged in bird,

Can't get out of this maze for a head,

Sometimes I wonder if I would've been better off dead.

So then I could be with you again.