the new queen of the underworld

that's when it all feel in to place

I ran downstairs I told her I said I'm sorry but I had to go home she said why you're supposed to stay all week I told her I said I just can't do right now she's at why I said well I just want to get home and everything I kind of need to do she said do I need to drive you home or do you want me to drive you home butter said no I'm fine I'm just going to go on a walk well I pack up my stuff and I head out I'm walking down the road I passed the cemetery I decided to stop in pay my respects to my father he passed away a couple of years ago I don't really like to say why but I stopped in I told my father all of them kiss this Tombstone and then sat down and started talking to him tell me how I met Jack I told him how I have been experiencing weird things lately I laughed at my own self thinking you're probably thinking I'm retarded or laughing at me I look at the tombstone one last time and then I get up Fox start rolling in but not really scary so start walking up to the entrance and I hear crackle behind me turn around real quick in for black Figures were standing around me I tried to run but I couldn't it's like I was frozen in fear but it wasn't scared the four black figures come up to me each for them looking like the Devil Himself scream at the Merced what do you want from me I don't have nothing finally the whole entire area becomes black shrouded in darkness I had a pendant around my neck I asked so what is this for something came up behind me and whispered in my ear you'll know what it is once you find your true self Sturgis thinking over mind what does he mean add yourself a swinger run real quick to look and see who it is there was nothing there finally I wake back up into the cemetery like a passed out dependent still around my neck but I don't know what it is it kind of looked like a demon eyeball I took off the necklace in right through it I picked up a bag and started running out of cemetery my head hurt like crazy and my freaking back was in pain again well I finally reached my house mom was at home as usual probably out with her next new boyfriend so I go upstairs and lay down for a little bit and it kind of crazy well about a month goes by probably two and yeah I'm still 15 in this one my birthday is 2 months well I didn't hear from Mom and those first few months while she was gone and my friend was texting me and asking me if I got any plans for my birthday and I told her I said no just original stay home and sweats eating ice cream she's was like why don't you come over to my house so well I kind of don't feel up to celebrating my birthday she's like come on you'll love it so far I only after an hour of her begging me I finally said yes I said this is the only time I'm ever going to say yes to you she smirked I hope you're happy I told her she starts giggling she's like a course I am everything started getting worse and my headaches got worse my back's hurting worse and those bike figures I keep on seeing night after night I quit closing my eyes I quit sleeping I didn't want to tell my friend that but she didn't even know well a month passes by in that one more to go for my birthday I went to school and everything and I still met Jack me and him talked and everything we kind of got close I kind of started filling form I just don't want to tell him because I didn't want to seem weird turns out that me and him were in the same curricular activity well one day me and him were walking up and down the hall and I stopped and asked him I know this might be kind of stupid or cheesey or whatever but I just wanted to say that if you want to you can come to my party which is next month and my friends throwing it and everything I guess he could tell that I kind of like them and he looked at me he said sure I'll be there I put a big smile on my face and hug them as like great I said listen I got to go to class and everything and I said I'll talk to you whenever it's time to head out to the bus he smells with a big old grin okay I'll see you here said okay I hugged him again and give him a little kiss on the cheek I know I know what you're thinking crazy stupid idiotic but I didn't care well I guess I kind of realized that he had a thing for me too but I didn't want to say anything in jinx myself well it came over to the month or my birthday was on I was still experience everything and everything got worse I never really slept at all anymore and I didn't know who to tell it was kind of getting hard for me to sleep after journaling the pain in my body was getting so excruciating I didn't know what to do even my teeth started hurting now well I went to school for about two weeks in the third week on Friday was my birthday and since we got out for holiday break the week of my birthday I decided to stay home well the day of my birthday my friend just showed up at my house and she had this big old bag I told her I said I'm coming to your house why did you come to mine she said I have something for you and I want you to wear it for your party I said well yeah okay so she handed me the bag and stuck my hand in it I felt something kind of nice I pulled it out and it was a pig black dress it was lace at the bottom and kind of puffy it hurts that I can't wear this she's like you look amazing in it well try it on okay well I put it on and turns out that it was even strapless she's like it fits perfectly on you I was like thank you you didn't have to she said it no problem I told her this is very beautiful do you like vultures well then she pulls out another bag from behind her back I was kind of scared she said they messed with the dress I want to get them for you sorry I was like what are they she's like well she's like I've never seen you in high heels so I got you some wedges big long thick black wedges I was kind of scared but it was okay I told her I said well the cute and all but I was kind of hoping to wear my combat boots chilled at me and she said seriously yeah I'm sorry she's like it's fine she's like here these are just for your birthday I said are you sure yeah it's fine she said how you been feeling lately I told her it's like I've been kind of still in pain and everything but it's fine she's like did you ever figure out why I said no not really she said well get ready we're about to get ready she said well get ready she said just put it on and she was like we're going to my house tonight I like why do we need dress up to go to your house put okay so I put on my combat boots and I start walking down stairs she's like fix your hair real quick so put my hair up into a high bun as usual and I go to open up the door and boom