They were homophobic and transphobic to me, disrespected my religion, insulted me, outed me to everyone, and now i cant to anything, everyone knows now.I wasnt ready, i feel like ending it all, i need a sign.They say it will get better, but ive been like this since the age of 8.Ive tried to end it so many times, but it never worked, ive tried many methods of relief in which left scars, i feel like i have no worth.What did i ever do to them, they didnt even know me, ive been bullied all my life, im tired i really dont care anymore, they can do whatever they want to me, my whole life is on the internet so i have no purpose, my dreams of owning a cottage and becoming an animator or painter are done, i know it wont happen.If something or someone could just give me a sign, one more ounce of faith, the faith that makes me believe i can make it and i will prove everyone wrong, i would be so happy.
