Ice cream-you'll never see the truth at first sight

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Hey yo, I'm Jay.
I'm what everyone would call „a perfect boy"
I'm not that bad looking (if you ask others) I have a lot of friends, a lot of people want to date me (even some boys) also I'm a very kind person and I have perfect school grades.
Great right? Yeah...
anyways the following is my story...
Nope not a story about my life and why it is so great...
Its a story about my „perfect" life and why I was ok with killing myself...and others...
Sounds like fun right?!?
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Lets get started... (2 years ago)

I relaxed with my closest friends on the roof of our school. It was summer so it was incredible hot outside. At this time I had four friends with me:

Valeria (Val), she was unbelievable stunning. She was so gorgeous everyone at our school wanted her... (at least I think so)

Seraphina (Sera), she was the best friend of Val and she was one of the kindest and most carrying person I've met. Plus she was a great singer.

Haru, he was my best friend since kindergarten. I told him all my secrets... (except one... the most important) but he was the coolest guy...

Last but not least Julie, actually she wasn't much around us... she always had been with her other friends Mike and Jaden. But still a very nice person...

"Yo Jay, do you want to hang out tonight?" Val asked. The only answer I could think of was: "Of course, count me in. By the way what are the plans?"
Haru replied instead of Val: " Val is going to make a huge party tonight... nearly every student will be there"
He moved his head and smiled, winked at me and whispered: "you know what that means right?? Many gorgeous girls, my friend"
he started laughing so I joined him and started too.
"I see you at the party" Julie said before she left to go to history class.
"I'll skip" Haru said and laid down on the ground.
„So I will too" I actually was a bit shocked that Sera said this. I mean Haru? Ok he was the classical Highschool boy. He was sportive, good looking, popular but at the same time „bad boy", „rule breaker", „the cool guy"...
Which I wasn't... I just was a guy everyone likes but who still follows the rules (mostly).

As you might guess Val also stayed up on the roof... so yeah I stayed there too. I just followed my friends. I went over to Val and sat next to her. She was my absolute closest friend... I guess even closer as Haru was. Sera was Val's best friend but we both also became good friends.
So Val and I were talking and joking around. After a bit we turned around because Sera and Haru were sitting behind us.
When we turned around and we turned back as fast as we could, because Haru and Sera were making out. Val and I just started laughing and kept talking.
After a few hours we decided to go home. I wanted to help Val preparing everything for the party and she wanted to style me so the plan was the following:
I would come over after I brought my stuff home.

Yeah I guess I just should have gone to Val's house without stopping at home...

As soon as I opened up the door of my house, it sounded very silent, so I was quiet happy about it. I told Val, I would be at her house in an half hour and closed my door.
I felt something staying behind me and I knew I should have stayed at school until it was over... I slowly turned around and I saw my mom's boyfriend standing right behind me with a big smile.
„Jay my kid, what are you doing here? Its still school" he said.
„I..." I stared at the floor. I didn't want to tell him.
„I...I skipped history because my best friend invited me over to help her" I was scared to tell him the truth but lying was no option.
„Oh so you're too smart to go to school? For what do I pay all of your stuff? Huh? Who do you think you are?"
„I pay everything on my own you stupid a**"
I wanted to say but I didn't.
He just grabbed my hair and pulled my head up so I had to face him. Then he punched me in my stomach twice. It felt horrible but I was getting used to it.
„Well now you can go to your little friend" he said with a smile again.
I opened the door and walked as fast as I could towards Val's house.

She let me in and she told me her plans. She wanted some alcohol and preparing cool games.
So we sat down in her room and discussed about everything. We decided to use her old pool table and some drinking-game's. After the plan was settled we went down to her basement and started decorating.
As soon as we were done she dragged me upstairs to her room and forced me to sit down on a chair.

„You'll look stunning when I'm done" she said while she was laughing. I trusted her and just laughed as well.

She grabbed a cream and put it on my face.
Afterwards she wanted to put some powder onto my face... „Val... don't... please" I said but then she started making the saddest face I've ever seen. And well... I just let her have control over my appearance for this evening.
I honestly didn't thought it would be a great idea (somehow)...
well after she was done with all this makeup stuff, she started with my hair. In the end they looked soooo fluffy and hot. Oh and dont forget my face... I honestly never have been hotter before.
Anyways she started to get ready on her own while I changed my clothes by using some of her brothers clothes (don't worry he is a good friend of mine so it was fine)
After nearly an hour of waiting Val finally came out of the bathroom. We both looked really cool. She wore a red snug dress and curled her hair. I wore a wine-red sark and black snug jeans... the party was ready so we were.

We went back in her basement and waited for others to show up. Val and I loved this one band called "Nightclaw" so we made a playlist with a lot of songs from that band.
Soon many people came and the party started. After nearly everyone was drunk the real party begun...