Aqua dea'Pravus

They say that I’m a snob. Mataray daw ako, cold, laging mainit ang ulo,

at higit sa lahat masungit. I don’t care about anything. Totoo naman e.

At dahil sa sinasabi nilang yan, I don’t have any friends. Nilalayuan nila ako.

It was one of my goals. To have and earn friends. But it wasn’t easy.

It was as if life has something against me. Wala pa din.

Give up? No. Not now. Not ever. Though I did stop.

Why? Because it will only just add to my burdens. I’m already tired.

Tired of pretending. Pretending that I am happy, that I am contented. Nakakapagod lang talaga ng sobra.

Hindi naman kasi nila alam kung bakit ako naging ganito e. 

LOVE?

Hindi na ko naniniwala dyan sa love love na yan. 

Wala naman akong mapapala dyan e. Kung lagi lang akong sasaktan, lolokohin at iiwan. 

 Pero... 

May magpapabago pa kaya saken? 

May magmamahal pa ba saken na di ako iiwan? Sasaktan? Lolokohin?

Siya na kaya? 

Siya na kaya yung lalaking mamahalin ako FOREVER?

Kaya niya kayang mapabalik ang dating ako?

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