Put a little love on me // n.j.h

Chp 10

J O S E L Y N

Niall and i spent the rest of the afternoon watching movies back to back and eating WAY to much food. I herd my phone go off from the side table, i reached over Niall grabbing my phone and checking to see who had texted me.

To: Joselyn
From: Mom
Caroline told me your staying with Josh maybe that is for the best.. i think we both need space, take care of yourself.. xx

I started to type back but i erased the texted and put my phone down, i'm happy she texted me but i still needed my space.

I herd a knock at the door Niall didn't budge so i carefully pulled his arm off me and walked over to the door opening it. It was all the boys holding snacks and drinks, i smiled at them all "Miss Joselyn how are ya?" Louis said.

I giggled at Louis charming way of greeting me, "i am good how are you Louis the great" i said making him smile wide.
"We came to see if you both wanted to come watch a movie but i can see your other half is asleep" i looked back seeing Niall still peacefully asleep, "well i don't mind joining you guys" i said walking over and slipping my shoes on and stepping out of the room quietly closing the door.

"Perfect were going to watch Frozen" Harry said as he skipped off down the hall, i shook my head laughing as Louis shuffled up to him.
"How are you doing" Zayn asked,
"I could be better but i'm keeping my chin up" i said fiddling with my fingers,
"well you can always talk to me if you need someone" Zayn said, i felt like Zayn and i were a lot alike in the fact that we both are very chill and caring.
I thanked him as we walked into Harry and Louis room where they had pushed both their beds together to make his huge bed.

"Wow you guys really out did yourself" i said slipping off my shoes and jumping into the middle of the bed.
"Yeah we like to do this at every hotel we stay at" Liam said placing down his shacks and jumping on the bed next to me. Harry jumped onto the bed sitting on the other side of me.

"No fair i wanted to sit next to Joselyn" Louis said crossing his arms and pouting, i giggled as Harry stuck his tongue out at Louis making him jealous. Louis climbed onto the bed and laid between Harry's legs, Harry started playing with Louis hair, I didn't know much about the boys and their relationship status but i felt a vibe from Louis and Harry.

We all sat passing snacks back and forth between us all as we watch Frozen and Louis and Harry sang along. I never laughed so hard as they reenacted parts of the movie it made it 100 times better then the actual thing.

The movie soon ended and we all sat around talking about ourselves and then it soon became a game of truth or dare.
"Okay Joselyn truth or dare?" Louis said giving me a cheeky grin, i knew i didn't want to choose dare with four boys in the room i could tell they would make me do something extremely embarrassing. 
"um truth" i regretting say that as soon as i saw a huge smile come across Harry's face as he turned and whispered something in Louis ear.

"Are you a virgin?" Louis asked, i felt my cheeks go bright red "uh dare" i said making all the boys laugh. 
"No no thats no how the game works little miss" Liam said making me covering my face with embarrassment. 
I sighed uncovering my face "fine.. i am a virgin" i said sinking back into the bed. Louis 'oued' as soon as i said that.

"Shut up" i said hitting him with a pillow.
"okay okay" Louis said holding his hands up in defeat. 
"This game is stupid anyways" i said crossing my arms over my chest and pouting.
"Aw don't pout deer " Liam said hugging me.

"So Joselyn why are you all the sudden staying with us?" Harry said,
"yeah whats the tea" Louis said.

I sighed i had really forgotten all about today until Harry asked that question,
"um long story short i got in a pretty nasty fight with my mom" i said playing with my fingers avoiding eye contact with all of them.
"You don't have to tell us but what was it about" Liam asked softly.
"well um i got home late and one thing lead to another my mom thought i was out sleeping with a guy, and then called me a whore, and then told me i was acting like my dad and it kinda stung because my dad was a drunk and a drug addict and i am nothing like him and never will be and it hurts that my own mother said that to my face"

The room had gone dead silent, i felt tears welling up in my eyes and slowly they fell down my cheeks,
"Don't cry love, you have all of us" Liam said pulling me into his side,
"we will take care of you" Louis said joining in on the hug. Soon all the boys came and wrapped their arms around me in one big group hug.

I sat and cried for awhile as the boys held me in the hug, "Thank you so much" i muttered, we all came out of the hug and i wiped my face of tears.
Soon we herd the door swing open and in walked a very sleepy Niall.
"NIALLER" Louis chimed  jumping off the bed and running over to him and picking him up in a hug. I couldn't help but giggle at how adorable he looked letting Louis pick him up like he was a teddy bear.

"Joselyn i was scared shitless" Niall said as Louis put him down, 
"Lad its okay you were asleep so she joined us for movie night" Liam said putting his hand on my back. Niall didn't look happy, i stood up hoping off the bed and walking up to him.
"I'm sorry i didn't want to wake you so i thought i'd join them and let you sleep" i said.

"You could've at least told me where you were going?" Niall said in a huff, i was a little taken back by his attitude he was acting like my mom did thing morning,
"Told you? i'm sorry i didn't know you were my mother" i said taking a step back and crossing my arms over my chest.
"Ou she's a sassy one" Louis chimed in. Niall's expression didn't change, i shook my head turning to face all the boys.
"Thank you for tonight guys i had a lot of fun until someone wanted to ruin it" i said spinning on my heels picking up my shoes and walking out of the door.

Who does he think he is getting upset at me for going to hangout with the boys, like we aren't together it's not like i was out sleeping around, i was literally watching a movie with the boys. I huffed walking back into Niall's room throwing my shoes on the ground and walking into the bathroom and locking the door.

I paced back and forth in the bathroom anger was filling my body the more i replayed what happened in my head, maybe i should've asked for my own room. I slide down the door of the bathroom sitting on the cold tiled floor, my hands went to my knees staring to squeeze them as tight as i could as i counted to ten trying to calm myself down.
I felt bad snapping on Niall but i'm trying to stay calm during all this crap and the last thing i wanted was him acting like my frigging mom.

I herd a soft knock on the bathroom door,
"Joselyn?" i herd Niall's familiar voice come from the other side of the door. I didn't say anything i just wanted to be alone,
"Joselyn open up please, i'm sorry" I felt my hands slowly start to loosen on my knees, they had left red marks from squeezing so hard. I stood up looking at myself in the mirror my cheeks were flushed and my eyes were puffy from crying.

I unlocked the door opening it seeing Niall leaning agents the wall across the bathroom.
"Joselyn i'm so sorry i didn't mean to come off angry i was just worried" he said walking up to me, i took a deep breath i wanted to scream and yell and cry but instead i just nodded my head "it's okay Niall i'm sorry i snapped on you" i said.

Niall let out a sigh and pulled me into a long hug, as upset as i felt being in his arms felt like i was safe and were my mind completely shut off and all i thought about was his arms around my waist. Niall pulled away running his fingers through my hair so he was cupping my back of my neck, i couldn't help by admire his beautiful eyes and soft peachy lips my eyes darting back and forth between them both.
I placed my hands on his cheeks and pulled him in for a kiss, my whole body shuttered at the feel of his soft lips on mine.