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Chenle's POV
Today I'm starting my first day at Yeogang high.I'm not really excited. I was woken up to my father slamming my door open. I could literally smell the liquor on his breath as he screamed at me.
"Get the fuck up. You fucking faggot!" his voice boomed through the mostly empty house.
"Why the fuck haven't you just killed yourself yet?!"
"Fuck you. Maybe I will kill myself."
He grabbed me by the forearm and yanked me out of bed.
"You little fucking bitch!" he bellowed, throwing a punch to my face. My body jerked because of the force.
He let go of my arm and kicked me in the stomach when I was on the ground. god why was I even born?
I snapped out of my thoughts when he kicked me a few more times.
"Get the fuck ready, fucking queer!" he screamed and slammed my bedroom door. I got up and grabbed my towel to take a shower.
You see, my dad was never like this until my mom died. It was my fault after all. I distracted her while we were in the car and she didn't see the car in front of us. So my dad blames me. Oh yeah, and I'm gay. my mom was accepting but my dad(Clearly)isn't.
Third Person
Chenle went into the bathroom and turned on the shower. he started to get undressed and did the thing he hated the most. He looked in the mirror. He hated what he saw. He saw a fat, gross, ugly boy who had scars everywhere. Some from his dad when he gets drunk or angry(Which is always) and some from himself. His blade was his best friend. He loved it so much. He enjoyed how it took the pain away.
god.. you look so fucking fat. I wouldn't eat today if I were you. You dont want to get fatter.
Chenle snapped out of his thoughts because he noticed the bruises on his face. He looked at them until the mirror started to fog up. He got in the shower and washed his body.
He got out after about 5 minutes because of his dad banging on the door to get out.
He sighed and got out. wrapping his towel around his waist. He opened the door and was met with a punch to the gut
Chenle's POV
"DO YOU EVER DO WHAT I FUCKING TELL YOU TO DO?!" he screamed in my face
I flinched and tried to walk away. He blocked me and threw punches to my face and ribs. I let out a loud yelp and fell to the ground.
"God you're so fucking weak!" He scoffed and walked away.
I slowly got up and went to my room. Once I got in I closed my door and sat on my bed, checking my phone.
Shit i'm late I thought. I hurriedly put on a black" 𝖇𝖆𝖇𝖞𝖇𝖔𝖞" hoodie with some black ripped skinny jeans, some black and red alien socks and my black vans. I stood up grabbing my circle glasses(Idk what they b called) and my phone, keys and wallet. I grabbed my bag and rushed out my room, ignoring my father and left the house.
I got in my old mustang GT(My fucking dream car) that my mom got me and started it .I turned on the song "2nd hand" by $uicideBoy$ and drove to school
~ツ~
Once I got there, I went to the office to get my schedule.
First class~Biology, my best subject
I look for the room and once I got there, I opened the door.
Everyone looked at me. I looked down in walked in.
"Oh yeah, I almost forgot, today we have a new student, Please introduce yourself!" The teacher said and smiled.
I nodded and said "Hello, My name is Zhong Chenle, Please take care of me"
I could hear the kids whispering
"Nice to meet you, Go sit next to Jisung in the back."
I nodded once more and started walking to the back, noticing a boy with light purple hair. He was staring at me.
I sat down and got my stuff out, waiting for the lesson to start.
"Today class we're going to talk about Genetics..."
I stopped writing what the teacher said because I felt eyes on me.
I turned to the side and was faced with Jisung looking at me.
He's really cute . Hes probably not gay tho. I thought.
I noticed his eyes were on my throat. I widened my eyes, remembering that I had choke marks from my dad. I pulled my hoodie up and focused on the lesson again.
God please don't ask anything I kept repeating in my head. Luckily he didn't and went on with his life.
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Hello! hope someone enjoyed this.
