My online crush

(Part 13)

As I was looking at my Blank phone hoping that jay or her brother could text me..the door opened....it was namjoon.
"Hey taehyung"
I just looked at him and then back at my phone not paying any attention...
He sighed and sat down on my bed.
"Taehyung....you know you can't tell me anything...what's going on?"
"Just leave me alone namjoon am not ready to talk" i said still looking at my phone.
"Well..if you say so.."
He slowly walked to the door and before he could leave he looked at me and said "you can talk to me any time am here for you" and smiled.
I kept looking at the picture jay sent me....why does she look familiar
Why do I love her? Why? I just have so many questions!!!
Tomorrow I have a fan meeting I hope I could feel better seeing army's...
Wait isn't jay an army??
Aish jay jay jay it's always jay...why can't I get her out of my mind?!
then at 11:00 some one knocked on the door!!
I didn't say any thing...one minute left and then jimin came in..
"Hey"
I rolled my eyes, why is he here am tired....
"Taehyung please talk to one of us, you don't sleep you don't eat you don't hang out with us any more whats going on?"
"Jimin Just..please...give me some time"
"Okay but am not leaving you" he sat laying on my bed and looked on my phone "why are you staring at your blank phone?" he said
"Am waiting"
"For what?"
"For jay or... her brother, I found her brother account and I have been texting him, he told me that she was crying in her room, I wish I was there for her and hug her about whatever she's sad about, I wish I was with her, some times I just think maybe she will download the app soon and talk to me...you don't know how much I miss her jimin..she always listens to my problems she's is always here for me
She make me blush, she always knows what to say, now no one understands me...I just need to talk to her or hear her voice"
I looked at jimin he was sleeping, maybe jay is the only one who listens to me, I sighed and fell asleep...
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