I haven't cried at all since I've found out about my mom.
I didn't cry when my dad told me that my mom had cancer.
I didn't cry when my dad told me I should stop going to school because we only had a limited of time with her.
I didn't cry when I found out I couldn't say one last "I love you" or "goodbye"
But at that moment was when I broke down.
I cried for my mom.
I cried for my dad.
I cried for everything that was going wrong in my life right now.
I clutched Haileys back as I cried into her shoulder and she did the same to me.
And when the ceremony began we quieted down and listen to people from my family and friends go up and make speeches about how they are going to miss my mom and every time ,the person at the podium would look at me and give me a look of pity which I did not want at all. But because I didn't want to seem rude I gave them a grim smile and continued to listen.
Then it was my turn.
My dad gave me a small head nod for me to go up to the podium and I just look at Hailey with a worried look.
I don't know if I can do this.
"Hailey I can't do this." I say with my eyes filling with tears ready to spill
"Hey, stop yes u can..you know that your mom is watching right now and she would be so proud of u if u went up there" she said giving me a small smile
"Ok I'll do it" I say as I get up and fix my dress and start to walk up to the podium.
"Hi everyone" I say "on behalf of me and my family I want to thank all if u for coming" I paused " my mom was my hero...my world....and all around my built in best friend I will always remember and love her." I finish off with a small smile and step down for the podium.
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Hey guys that's a picture of the swings that Madison and Hailey are on in the first chapter so anyway I'm gunna try and update soon
Until next time
~Lacey
