Confinement [Completed]

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It felt like Déjà vu, waking up with sore muscles and feeling as if life had been drained out of me. Exhaustion was the only thing remaining within me and I began to yearn for my own demise. When I shifted, I realized there was an IV drip attached to my left hand and I quickly conclude that I was in a hospital.

A tremendous amount of distress filled me when I realized I was still breathing, I didn't want to get up and continue to fight the battle that I could never win.

"How are you?" Charlotte's worried voice reached my ears but I gave her no response.

Jungkook was also beside her with his eyes red and puffy while an unfamiliar man in a uniform was waiting in the doorway, observing me with keen eyes.

"Why would you even save me? I want to die" My nightmare hadn't ended and without even realizing I blurted those words out.

I turned away from them and began cursing my life. My family and friends were killed and the only person I was living my life for had abandoned me so there was nothing left for me to look forward to in this lifetime.

Jungkook hastened over to the side I was facing and cupped my face shaking his head.

"Don't say that please" his lips trembled as he brought them closer to my head and placed a tender kiss.

I wish I could respond to him with some sort of courage but at that point, I had already given up. There was no winning whatsoever. The situation was beyond my strength to handle

"Tiara, he is my boyfriend Yoongi, he is an officer can you tell him what had happened so that we can help you" When Charlotte explained the reason for the pale-looking guy's presence, I craned my neck toward the officer and claimed with no shame.

"The evil spirit of my ex-boyfriend is hunting me, can you help me?" I was straightforward and the officer looked at me as if I was stating something ridiculous. Even Charlotte seemed to be taken aback by my words but she didn't try to correct me or voice out her thoughts.

"I am sure there is a misunderstanding ma'am but whatever the cause is, we will get to its root" His words brought no solace to me nor it was enough to light my will of fire to continue existing. After all, there was no point now that Jimin had left my side as well.

I thanked him for his effort and sunk back in my bed while Officer Min talked with the doctor and filled my discharge paper. Soekjin had rushed down to visit me when the hospital contact him for being my psychiatrist and had a discussion regarding the incident with officer Min for hours

As per my doctor, I simply had passed out because of my stress. Surprisingly all my tests were clear meaning the doctors assured me that I wasn't sexually assaulted however the persistent ache in my core was telling me something else.

After some therapy sessions, Seokjin even offered a ride to Jungkook's home because apparently, it was best for me not to go to my apartment for now.

Charlotte revealed that she was just in front of my apartment when she had called me to check up on me for skipping my classes, Luckily Jungkook was around as well therefore, they could reach in time and take me to the hospital.

"The mirror was shattered, there was blood was all over the basin and you were on the floor lifeless, We thought we lost you " Charlotte was explaining how they had to rescue me while my brain twirled around the last fragment of my memory before I passed out.

I couldn't help but compare it with the event that had happened on the night of the gathering. As if that was the sign of what was coming for me in the future. Other than me trying to take my life, the rest of the memory was blurry.

My mind then drifted towards the one person who I hadn't heard from since yesterday and agony cramped all of my internal organs. The image of him walking out of my life was more daunting than the Ghost of my ex-boyfriend itself.

"Does Jimin know I was in the hospital?" My heart constricted even at his name and the tears were already forming in the corner of my eyes.

"Well, we don't have his number so..." Jungkook trailed off and I nodded my head understanding what he wanted to say.

"I will call him and inform" Seokjin suggested but I requested him not to do so.

I no longer wanted to bother him with my problems after all I had to respect his decision of wanting me out of his life. I could foresee the difficulty I would have to face, without him. After all, I had become completely dependent on him however I still had some pride left in me.

At that moment throwing my dignity away, I had fallen low to the point I had forced myself upon him, something I never imagined doing but he had rejected me as if my touch stung him. Now that I think about it maybe he had already begun to get tired of me however couldn't express it because of the fragile state of my mind so now that he got a perfect distraction he went for it without a second thought.

I wouldn't blame him for leaving me though, I was partially to blame for his crude behaviour. Knowingly or unknowingly, I had made him feel dejected, deprived him of the affection he deserved so for now all I hoped was for him to get all the happiness he deserved.

The sadness his absence had brought to my life was greater than the dread of the unknown entity that was after me but still I prayed for his life to be without even a pinch of hardship.

While I was tangled in darkest thoughts which were like a web I was trapped in, a soft hand took hold of my hand and entwined our fingers together into a firm grip.

I turned to face Jungkook who was gazing at my face with his deep doe eyes. When he got my attention, he flashed me a genuine smile that was so pure and bright that at once all of my problems anxiety, and agony perished into a thin air.

"We will be all fine" he whispered and my heart raced, putting my faith in his words.