chapter 12

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by august_kmichelle

by august_kmichelle

4 MONTHS LATER

Me and august are still separated I moved back to new with my son aj august as not seem him since he olny sees in pictures tbh I really miss august someday I just wanna pick up the phone and call him but I'm just so tired of the cheating my album anybody wanna buy a heart is coming out December 9 I'm so excited I heard nick had her baby and the baby looks just like august I lost the baby like 2 weeks after me and august broke up but ill be fine I was in the studio putting down the last lyrics to my song maybe I should call

Long distance in the way of what could be
Even when you're here, you're not with me
She's having the child I should've carried
I'll be damned if yall get married
How's the baby, How you adjusting?
Ain't gon work, you got problems trusting
Let me stop, I'm supposed to be focused
But these nights are the coldest

Will you ever let her go? I don't know
Will I ever be first? I hope
But I ain't just sitting around, can't wait for someone to sing my worth
Damn I can't compete with a baby
Is there any room left in your heart for me

I love him [x5]
Maybe I should call,
Maybe I should call
I love him [x5]
But I never call
Maybe that's my flaw

Maybe that's why I ain't got a man
Cause I be doing too much thinking
Tryna compensate for your absence
But no drug can take me where you can
No I just want you where I am
1,000 of them, just want one him
Drowning in all of my excuses
Heart is feeling useless
Probably should've used it less

I love him [x5]
Maybe I should call,
Maybe I should call
I love him [x5]
But I never call
Maybe that's my flaw

After the last time we talked
Oh, I was a mess
You had me stressed
Oh no no no no no
I wrote the text, I didn't send it
Dialed your number, but said forget it
Oh, what would it change
She's still in the way
But I

I love him [x5]
Maybe I should call,
Maybe I should call
I love him [x5]
But I never call
Maybe that's my flaw

AUGUST POV

I haven't seen k in 4 months I really miss her and my son and the one she is carrying nick had her baby and he looks just like me and nick still fucking around but not that much any more I'm just hoping and praying she will come back to me but I guess not

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