A perfect imperfection

When it started

It was a very common day. Learning lessons, then gym, and a long walk to the house where I lived with my 9 sisters and tutor. I after learned, that in the old times people used to call the daily learning lessons "school". And your sisters were the kids of the same birthmother of you. That is strange, one thing I still don't understand about those amazing past people. They decided to have kids of their own, not like a job. They had the amount of kids that they wanted to, and they kept them. That must had been scary. We now call sisters to the girls that we are assigned to live with. The tutor is the adult that takes care of us 10. She or He is of the same sex of the people in the house. Luckyly, my sisters are very fun. Because a friend of mine, called Georgia, lived in a house where her sisters all like to study and to sleep. Nothing active, or fun. Not like us. I usually think that Georgia's PERSONALITY ADN was badly made. That they made a mistake or something. The PERSONALITY ADN is the test that is made on babies to know where they will fit in or not. We all call it PADN, because the name is very long.
We all live very close, luckily, because we are not allowed to go to our friends house until we are 16. The boys live farder away; it is a simple method to evit us seeing each other. But we meet at school at restings. They are all very interesting, but they do things that I really don't get. Like loving the sport talking hour. They can't stop talking. Not like us, that we are obliged to talk of sports and don't know what to say. It is another method, to make people accesible to all topics. Tobias, altought, is not like that. He doesn't like all topics. He is not friend with everyone, as it is suposed to. He is... Special. No, that is not the word. The word would be original. He is something that I had never seen before, and I like it. He is very kind with me, and trusts me his secrets. I feel alive with him. He just tells me imposible things, things that even my imagination couldn't imagine. When I talk to him, I feel like I have reasons to live. Like humanity had reason to live. But outside, out of my bubble of fantasies and perfect inperfections, people don't understand me. Whenever I try to share and to make them understand my points of view, they just close their minds and lock them with a chain that says I'M STUBBORN. Tobias is the only one who gets it, he really does. Sometimes, he even say that he loves me. Another prohibited thing. In our country it is not legal or safe to choose things, to chase dreams or to feel things for someone. They are too dangerous. As long as time went by, humanity start realizing that these three things involve nothing more than chaos. If you choose, you migth confuse. If you chase your dreams, you migth not succed. If you feel things for someone else, they migth not feel the same. But life hasn't to be like that rigth? Because if you don't take the chance... How will you ever like yourself?