you asked,
whats the scariest part?
i answer;
the scariest part
is not the feeling of lonlyness
or the darkness that fills you
despite the looming pain of emptiness
the scariest part
is the realisezation
that you lost yourself
completely
sinking in as you lay awake
at 2 am
because you lost the ability to sleep
and you cant even cry
because you don't even care
