The Diary - 5

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'y/n

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'y/n...'

'y/n...?'

"Y-Y/N!"

My eyes open to meet the painful sunlight and my hand quickly holds my head, to soothe it from the throbbing pain.

Greeted with Jimins eyes, his face a bit too close.

Not that I was shy...ok maybe I was, but

'what the heck is going on'

Like a tidal wave, polluted memories come crashing back.

I lower my head down in shame, he's probably amused at how weak I am.

I sloppily shimmy back in attempts to stay away.

"y/n, you fainted.."

"........."

"I thought you died, I guess it isn't my lucky day"

What did I expect?

He then walked away with a smug grin on his face.

I stand up and look around.

When realising no one was near, I finally realised silent sobs.

"So that's what everyone thought of me..?"

I let out a dry chuckle. It felt as if the world was crashing down.

"That I'm leeching off Jungkook huh?"

Another humourless chuckle.

With a pained grin I announce,

"What's the point in this anymore?"

-silence-

"Gosh I'm pathetic..I probably look like a psychopath right now."

I say still creepily smiling. Face wet and shiny as the spring sun kissed my skin.

'It hurts.

It's hurts alot.'

'I gave up a lot to be with Jungkook, I never knew he thought of me that way-

I mean I knew his friends weren't the most happy about my place in their group but, I never knew I was this much of a burden.

' I actually gave up being with my real friends for him.'

I was starting to get mad

I look round in hopes of finding my bag.

I desperately rummage through, not giving the slightest shit if my precious notes take a beating.

Finally there it is, my diary.

It's like deja vu; me angry, writing, alone..?

I open up at a blank page- here we go...

~writing mode~

Dear diary..

I Love You <3


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