'y/n...'
'y/n...?'
"Y-Y/N!"
My eyes open to meet the painful sunlight and my hand quickly holds my head, to soothe it from the throbbing pain.
Greeted with Jimins eyes, his face a bit too close.
Not that I was shy...ok maybe I was, but
'what the heck is going on'
Like a tidal wave, polluted memories come crashing back.
I lower my head down in shame, he's probably amused at how weak I am.
I sloppily shimmy back in attempts to stay away.
"y/n, you fainted.."
"........."
"I thought you died, I guess it isn't my lucky day"
What did I expect?
He then walked away with a smug grin on his face.
I stand up and look around.
When realising no one was near, I finally realised silent sobs.
"So that's what everyone thought of me..?"
I let out a dry chuckle. It felt as if the world was crashing down.
"That I'm leeching off Jungkook huh?"
Another humourless chuckle.
With a pained grin I announce,
"What's the point in this anymore?"
-silence-
"Gosh I'm pathetic..I probably look like a psychopath right now."
I say still creepily smiling. Face wet and shiny as the spring sun kissed my skin.
'It hurts.
It's hurts alot.'
'I gave up a lot to be with Jungkook, I never knew he thought of me that way-
I mean I knew his friends weren't the most happy about my place in their group but, I never knew I was this much of a burden.
' I actually gave up being with my real friends for him.'
I was starting to get mad
I look round in hopes of finding my bag.
I desperately rummage through, not giving the slightest shit if my precious notes take a beating.
Finally there it is, my diary.
It's like deja vu; me angry, writing, alone..?
I open up at a blank page- here we go...
~writing mode~
Dear diary..
I Love You <3
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The Secret Diary // Jimin ff
Fanfiction"succ my dicc" "yea- wait, wHAT" "or do u want me to tell-" "f-fine" a story where her enemy reads her supa secret diary and gets sum spicy tea on her. 90s inspo~ ~maknae line ff~ jk ff tae ff jimin ff (precious hyungs will also be included <3)