December 5, 2014 7:03 my room
Dear feelings,
I guess my wish came true last night, you started to take things a little more seriouse today.You gave me a teddy bear (profile picture) wich i have to admit was pretty cute and you gave me a hug. wich i know was because of yesturday. But today i noticed that there are many people out there that care for me than i imagined. I sitting at the a table was thinking of what Mathew and her had been telling me, and thinking maby you guys are right, therefor i put my head down feeling disapoitment in my self but i wasnt even 6 seconds that passed by that when i put my head up he was there and a whole bunch of other friends thiking that i was crying, All i heard was Angie saying "shes ok leave her alone". I mean im to busy thinking about others and him that i never realized that there are so many reasons out there to smile and be proud of. I have so many friends that are always asking me why im sad but never think to myself " what should i be sad ". I dont know how adrian notices but everytime he sees me sad he pulls me away from Angie and tells me " i know your sad, whats wrong "and i tell him he always makes me feel happy and makes me look at the brighter side. But when he doesnt i hide my tears and sadness, so that no one will noticed. And then i turn around and i see him nodd his head bascily meaning that i did wrong .
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Dear Feelings
Teen FictionAll the time I feel like I don't exist to him and no one listens to me when I say these stuff so that's why I decided to write about him and my feelings
