Falling

The text

The night was going great until I got a text from the one person I never wanted to hear from again. I looked down when my phone vibrated and saw "John" pop up on my screen. My mood instantly went down, no one noticed except for Ondreaz. I didn't want to open it, I kept telling myself not to but I gave in like I always did.

"Lindsey you think because you have all these fans that people actually care about you? No, soon they will realize that you are just a lonely bitch that stuck with her abusive boyfriend for 4 years, but you talk about self- love and not letting anyone take advantage of you even though you let me do it for years. You are the ugliest bitch I know and I will never regret doing what I did to you all those years. That's why I cheated on you and beat you because you were worthless, you did not let me enjoy you the way I wanted and I made sure you paid. I know your still paying because the scars I left on you will never go away. I hope you never find happiness, die alone you dirty whore" John.

After I read it tears quickly started filling my eyes but I quickly excused myself out of my room.

" yo is Lindsey ok" Anthony quickly said. " yeah she seemed a little upset after looking at her phone" Addison said. " Dre go see if she is ok" Avani quickly added. Ondreaz quickly got up and walked out the door to see Lindsey sitting on the floor crying down the hall.

He quickly walked up to her and sat down not saying anything at first. After about 5 min of silence " I probably look so stupid" I said. " no you don't, if you don't mind me asking what happened" Dre asked. I know I just met Ondreaz but I felt like I could trust him so I handed him my phone and he read the text.

After he read the text he looked at me with shock, "Lindsey he beat you" Dre questioned. "Umm yeah I wanted to leave him right when it happened but I scared of what he would do to me... that's why I stayed so long... I hated myself and still do for putting myself through all of that" I said with one last tear. " Lindsey I know I just met you but I know that you are one of the most genuine and caring people I have met... I'm so sorry you had to go through that... no women at all should have to go through that especially not one as beautiful as you" Ondreaz said. " you know how I said I don't have friends to stay away from the drama" I said, Ondreaz nodded. " the real reason is that I have had a really hard time trusting people and letting people in, but for some reason with you .... and the others it feels different, it feels like I can trust you" I said looking in his eyes. We both started to lean in, that's when all of the members came out and scared me.

I felt like I could trust them so I told everyone what happened and there reactions were about the same as Ondreaz but not as sweet. After another hour of hanging out everyone started to go to there own room, the last person left in my room was Ondreaz.
"Do you have a panel tomorrow" he asked. " yeah at 1:30 panel A" I quickly replied with a nervous sigh. " wait no way. That's when we have ours....we are in the same panel" he said excitedly. " thank God I thought I was going to have to do it with random people, but that means there is gonna be a whole lot more people" I said. " well don't worry I'll be there and everyone else" he says. " good" I said blushing.

I yawned, " hey I should get going, you are coming to breakfast with us right" Ondreaz asked. "If I'm invited" I said laughing. " oh trust me you are, I'll come get you when we go... goodnight" Ondreaz says with his arms open for a hug, I quickly embrace him.

As soon as I lay my head on my pillow I was out, I dreamed about Ondreaz that night. I have no idea what to think about this. I mean I literally just met this dude I can't like him. I haven't dated anyone for more than two years I don't know what I am thinking.

All the sudden I heard a knock at my door. I just woke up so I walked up to the fort looking like a complete mess. I opened the door and Ondreaz was on the other side. " good morning beautiful" Ondreaz said looking at me. " I don't know about beautiful right now but good morning" I said laughing letting him in. " are you ready for breakfast" Ondreaz asked. " oh shit no I have to get a shower" I said quickly. " it's ok everyone is also getting up and ready, I'll leave and you can text me when your done" Ondreaz said while getting up. " oh no you can stay it will literally take me 10min in the shower" I quickly said. " ok" Ondreaz said happily.

I got in and out of the shower pretty quickly, I brought my clothes in the bathroom with me for obvious reasons. As soon as I walked out Ondreaz scared me and was recording the whole thing "you suck" I said. " no I don't" he said fake crying. " just kidingggg" I said in a singsong. We both laughed. I brought my hairdryer out of the bathroom into the main room so Ondreaz and I could hangout.

When I walked out plugging in the cord Ondreaz was recording a Tik Tok he somehow didn't see me so I scared him in the middle of the song. He literally fell down, I started laughing when he pulled me down in a hug and we both began laughing the Tik Tok ended just as we stopped laughing. " now you suck" Ondreaz said. " no I don't" I said trying to fake cry but ended up laughing. " you are so cute" Ondreaz added. " your not to bad yourself,I would be even more cuter if I dry my hair" I said laughing.

I started to dry my hair, after like 10 min and my chicken arms got tired... I was struggling and all the sudden Ondreaz took the hairdryer and brush from me and started to finish my hair. I took an insta video of it my caption said "wow so glad that I now have my personal hairdryer" and then I posted it on my story.

Once my hair was dried we headed down to breakfast where we met everyone and talked. After breakfast I still had to put my makeup on and I only had 30 min so everyone came to my room and we all talked while I did my makeup.

After I finished it was almost time for our panel so we all walked down and entered to room together. I sat in between Ondreaz and Addison, soon everyone started pouring in the room was so full it was crazy.

That's when we started the Q&A......