You seems like a bad luck (Taeyong ff)

LEMME INTRODUCE MYSELF

Should I post this one? Or this one? This look nice too. Should I post all?

Only clicking sound from the mouse heard for the past 5 hours. Choosing photos to upload is the hardest things for her. She should choose it wisely before upload it in the social media. Who do you think I am? A reporter? No. I major in marketing in business but I jobless since I just graduated. A Celebrity? With this face? The crowd will puke seeing me passing by them. An instagram influencer? I don't even have social media account personally since I don't have anything to post. An editor? I have the skill and that's just live as my hobby. Good try but DDAENG!

I'm not really do this work for payment. Just do this with all my heart and put all my passion and commitment in it. That's all I have to do.

Why is it so hard to choose? I think I have to touch up a bit lighting here. Why he look so perfect? The clicking sound show that the owner of the computer is so busy doing something which she not left the seat since 5 hours ago. Her eyes all over the computer without taking any break. She know it will worsen her eyes health but she can't help herself. She have to do it right away. She have to be fast. Every detail of it should be clear and natural!

Done! I think this is the best picture. Finally, the smile of satisfaction shown on my face after 5 hours. I stretch my arm and straightened my back which a crack sound was heard. How about the caption? She type on her keyboard real fast like she a pro gamer. I think this is nice! I close my eyes and tap the enter button on the keyboard. Posted!

I clean the lens of my camera. Should I buy a new one? The new version will be out soon. Money! Where are you? 😭😭 I do a part time job in a BBQ restaurant but you know how much I got from it? Not that much sweetie plus it's own by my parents though. So, most of the time, I do my work as a volunteer work.

So much of talking! Okay! I revealed myself! My name is Shin YooRa. I'm 99 liner! I don't have money but I have passion! '4 Season of Tyong' have you heard it? Yes, it's me. I'm the owner of Lee Taeyong of NCT fansite. My fansite? I'm the first Taeyong's fansite. I'm a nerdy and I hate attention so I don't reveal my identity. I stan him since 7 years ago maybe? I start my fansite on the day SM introduce him as SMrookies. My follower? At first, I got no much follower since nobody know him at that time. Now, I got one million follower on twitter and to be honest not all of them are the fans of Lee Taeyong. There are also haters and other fansite who want to turn me down. I have all of his schedule. I bought everything. Just name it. Album, poster, photocard, shirt, phone case, tumbler, keychain and others. Once SM release new merchandise, I will be queeing in front of SM building. I even have my own house at the rooftop. I rent the house even I don't have money. I'm a personal shopper in Korea and I also have my own online shop for kpop albums and merchandise and it's worlwide website. Back then, I was an intern in SBS and they pay me quite a lot. SBS not offer me to be permanent employer so I don't have any choice but left after I ended my internship. I sent a lot of resume and CV and also attend so much interview in a week but I don't get any response yet.

Tomorrow, NCT127 will hold a fansign. Me? Of course, I will attend it! You can imagine how much of signed album I have in my house since I went to every fansign session except for out of the country. Sometimes I will do giveaway. I appreciate my follower for supporting me and Taeyong especially. So, why not? 8 p.m. , he will hold a V Live session alone. Wait! What time is it now?! I look at the time and it's 7:55 p.m.! Are you kidding me? 5 minutes more! Urgh! It's suck when I start to focus on something, I will be super focus and not bothered by anything surround

The live begin~

He is effortlessly entertaining. He is perfect! He look so cute, handsome, cool even he don't do anything and sit back. I always communicate with him in the comment session but I'm not spamming something unnecessary. If he ask question I will answer. Someone ask if he know any fansite.

"Of course. 4 Season of Tyong is one of fansite that I knew for a long time. I would like to see the admin so much since we grow together. NCT Lee Taeyong and 4 Season of Tyong Fighting!"

I was about to comment other fansite name but suddenly I stuck when I heard my fansite name. My hand trembling like I just got a stroke or Parkinson. I don't even know that he know the existence of my fansite. I wanna cry so much right now but I can't lose focus since I have to collect as much content as I can. The excitement in my heart only God know. The feeling like I would rather die now, I can live without eating, I want to jump from Namsan Tower. I can't describe anymore how happy am I right now. HE KNOW THAT I'M EXIST!!! KYAAAAHHHHHH!!!! HE WANT TO MEET ME?! I MEET YOU EVERYDAY TAEYONG AHHHH EVEN NOT IN YOUR SCHEDULE BUT I SAW YOU IN MY DREAM!!! I scroll some of the comments and all of other fansite that I knew congrats me for been mentioned by him. I want to be friends with them but I'm a shy person and it's hard for them to approach me. Sometimes I treat NCT fansites coffee by sending coffee truck when I got more payment back then when I was an intern. They also work hard like me and I appreciate them. I could relate how the hardship they go through all these times. Also I got some discount since my best friend own the coffee truck! 😎 That's what a friend meant to be. I reply the comment with only a word 'Thanks'. It's short enough for someone to ignore especially with all the comments spamming non stop. It's hard to notice, I can assure you that but Lee Taeyong NOTICE MY SHORT, SMALL WITH NO EMOJI COMMENT. 

"Ne. Thank you 4 Season of Tyong for being there with me, always!", he said and give a mini heart. 

Do you know what I feel right now? I also confuse with my feelings. I can't describe my own feelings right now. I JUMP AROUND MY HOUSE AND START TO SCREAM MY LUNG OUT!!! A new day awaiting me tomorrow! Have a new day, have a new memories. LEE TAEYONG, LET'S MEET IN MY DREAM!

P/S: Have a nice day... Thank you for the star and support! XOXO

Actor Xiaojun, Jaehyun, Doyoung! Fighting!